Today is Friday, and D and I had a delightful hour-and-a-half in her car this morning before I went in to work. Though unstoned, it seemed as if we were - at any rate, the blowjob was unbelievable and D had me yelling through what was either a series of dry orgasms or one long dry orgasm with peaks and troughs (though the troughs were never shallow). I went down on her twice, and she sat on my face once, and I think each occasion produced multiple (ie, two or more) orgasms for her. Throw in some good straight fucking and a relatively brief but still very good ass-fuck, and you have as good a time as any two people could have in a Chrysler Pacifica between 9.00 and 10.30 am in Queens.
Yesterday was Thursday, and four hours with A at the Liberty Inn, in a spectacular re-enactment of our earlier marijuana/margarita marathons. With the window open to the traffic noise, stoned and a little drunk, we had amazing fun for approaching three hours before I got antsy and wanted to leave - pot-induced paranoia, perhaps. But A, sensible woman that she is, proposed sucking my cock, and by the time we had been doing that for half-an-hour or so, every moment of it mind-alteringly good, it was time for us both to leave anyway. The first hour or so was spent fucking, which with A is always inventive, exciting, varied, delightful; I went down on her; she sat on my cock while we smoked and drank some more, and that led eventually to some more hard fucking with me on top, and my first major ejaculation. Because of the alcohol and the pot, many details are now blurred or lost for ever, but the impression of stunning sensations and relentless stimulation is still vivid. I know that I did more work with my finger in her asshole than I have before. Also more extensive rimming. She too worked at my ass with her tongue and stuck a finger way up there when jerking me off.
My second ejaculation came from me jerking off while A watched close-up; that was amazing altogether. I should point out to A that it is that kind of watching that Z enjoys so much, obviously with reason.
Wednesday was a quiet day, though I met and talked with another J, who may or may not be looking for a man to mess about with. More likely not, I think.
Tuesday - three hours, stoned, at the Kew Motor Inn, with D. All the usual superlative apply, but one highlight was me being seriously fucked with the strap-on, and then later D blowing me with the dildo still in my ass. Another was that I managed to carry on fucking while really sucking on D's nipples, in a way that I have not managed before (or since either - but the car is not the easiest place for that). There was also some very deep tongue-fucking, further illustration of the fact that I can do things with my tongue when stoned that are much harder or impossible to do when unstoned.
Monday - three hours, unstoned, with A at the Kew Motor Inn. We had not been there before and there was undoubtedly a little thrill associated with going there with A when it has been such a haunt of D and I. We had a very pleasant time altogether, with a lot of strenuous fucking. I should have blogged it straight away, though, as the details are now lost for ever. There was an extraordinary moment when A, riding my cock, took me rapidly into an explosive and elongated ejaculatory orgasm which really did feel as if my balls were being directly drained.
I do not think there is any doubt that sex is in some clear sense better when stoned, though I would not want only to have stoned sex. But Tuesday's time with D and Thursday's with A were two of the most remarkable times I have ever spent in my life. It is really ridiculous that the best sex of my life - of D's and A's too - is happening in our mid-forties, doped up, in day-rate hotels in Queens, or the Meatpacking district of Manhattan, adulterously.
Friday, September 29, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Omissions, emissions
I last posted on Thursday, two days ago, recounting D's visit to my office that afternoon. I omitted to mention the very good fuck that I had with C that morning. I am not sure why I forgot to mention that - I would say that it just slipped my mind, but I don't think Freud is buying that explanation.
Anyway, since Thursday, what? An hour and change with J on Friday morning, a little snogging in the park with Z somewhat later that same morning, a routine handjob from C this morning, and a little under an hour of fucking with J this afternoon. I may have jerked off in the last couple of days too, but I don't actually recall doing so at the moment.
Monday I will be seeing A, Tuesday, D. Wednesday is blank at the moment. Thursday A again. Then, unfortunately, it will be a family weekend away.
Anyway, since Thursday, what? An hour and change with J on Friday morning, a little snogging in the park with Z somewhat later that same morning, a routine handjob from C this morning, and a little under an hour of fucking with J this afternoon. I may have jerked off in the last couple of days too, but I don't actually recall doing so at the moment.
Monday I will be seeing A, Tuesday, D. Wednesday is blank at the moment. Thursday A again. Then, unfortunately, it will be a family weekend away.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Office hours
D came to my office, arriving around 2.45 pm. It seems pointless to catalogue in order the various acts and positions. More is captured in this moment - I am on the floor, on my back, where D has placed me so she can sit on my face and I can eat her cunt, working on her nipples with my hands. But the orgasm from that is over, and she has turned around now, and has my cock in her mouth. Though that feels fine, I don't really care, as I am completely absorbed in licking and sucking her clit, driving her back up to the peak of stimulation, and I have a finger or two in her cunt and another finger up her ass, and I am relentlessly working her as hard as I can, clutching her to my mouth so she cannot edge away. It is insanely frenzied, and then, clear as a voice from God, I realize that it is because of moments like this that sex exercises such power, that this is how sex is supposed to be, and even if it is hardly every like this, still the fact that it can be is somehow present in every sexual act, no matter how functional and routine. I am lost not in my own pleasure but in hers. I am being completely selfish, but I am utterly uninterested in my own sensations, as I am getting off through hers. With D it is especially easy to enter this kind of state, as she is as voracious as I am, and gives as good as she gets.
A second highlight: D is on the desk, on her back, and I am fucking her ass, which is wet and tight and every bit as articulated and alive as her cunt. This was one of the best ass-fucks we have ever had. It was in turns brutal and gentle, probing and laid-back, kind and crazed. Huge fun.
Not much more than an hour - lots of orgasms for her, and three separate ejaculations for me, though I would describe them as distinct parts of the same overarching orgasm. Quite extraordinary. I wish everybody could have such compact episodes of physical joy.
A second highlight: D is on the desk, on her back, and I am fucking her ass, which is wet and tight and every bit as articulated and alive as her cunt. This was one of the best ass-fucks we have ever had. It was in turns brutal and gentle, probing and laid-back, kind and crazed. Huge fun.
Not much more than an hour - lots of orgasms for her, and three separate ejaculations for me, though I would describe them as distinct parts of the same overarching orgasm. Quite extraordinary. I wish everybody could have such compact episodes of physical joy.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
A at home
On Monday I went out to the subsurbs to visit A, on a beautiful day. We began in the kitchen, where I made margaritas and then, after some smooching, fucked on the counter. A is very light and small, but also strong, and she has the most lively cunt, however we are fucking. Then we went upstairs, and settled into the bed for some more serious, long-term fucking. With A, fucking is in a way mindless, and yet very responsive - I think we are both extremely good at reading and reacting to each other, and so most of the changes in pace and depth and tempo and mood happen without any real thought or intention. Yet we are both paying attention. It is typically quite calm for a while, and then more frenzied, especially once she hits a rhythm to work my cock from underneath, which is something she does better than anyone. And then sometimes I take over, pounding her hard and fast, or hard and slow.
I went down on her, I think fingering her as well. I am always very happy to get my head between her legs, and she is so wonderfully responsive too. And once she has come, she wants to fuck more - the same is true with J and D. After some more fucking, though, she went down on me, and that was very good but made me want to fuck her after a while, so she then sat on my cock, which was also completely enjoyable.
Then we went out into the garden to the hammock, where she carried on sucking my cock until the discomfort level was too great and we moved inside. A then sat me down on a dining-room chair and, kneeling on the floor, proceeded to give me a truly spectacular blowjob, with lots of orgasmic spasms, contractions in my thighs and buttocks - the whole machinery of non-ejaculatory orgasm that seems to be my special talent these days. And then finally, with her lips and tongue and hands all working, and some very deft fingerwork on the head of my cock, I sprayed my seed in her mouth - a lot, she said.
As I have noted before, A is in many ways similar to me - my age, married, a liar, cheat, and adulterer. She does not seem recently to have had much fun with men she has hooked up with, and that is sad because she is capable of giving and taking a lot of pleasure. But she does seem mainly to end up with jerks who are not capable of giving and taking pleasure with her in the way that I can.
Since Monday, just a rather crazy attempt at a midtown, midday drive-by with D, today. There is nowhere sensible to go and fuck in the back of a car in midtown or downtown and we ended up parked somewhere in the Village, trusting mainly in the dark-tinted windows of her Pacifica to shield us from view. Afterwards she reckoned she had had three orgasms from me going down on her in two separate sessions of cunt-eating. We also fucked, she sucked my cock for a long time and gave me a bunch of orgasms but I did not ejaculate. At one point I also had my cock in her ass for a while too. It was absurdly hot in the car by the time we had to stop. Not something to do again any time soon, but still something it is good to have done once.
Tomorrow I expect to see D again for a short while in my office in the afternoon. On Friday, if I can get the timing right, I will see J and then A.
I went down on her, I think fingering her as well. I am always very happy to get my head between her legs, and she is so wonderfully responsive too. And once she has come, she wants to fuck more - the same is true with J and D. After some more fucking, though, she went down on me, and that was very good but made me want to fuck her after a while, so she then sat on my cock, which was also completely enjoyable.
Then we went out into the garden to the hammock, where she carried on sucking my cock until the discomfort level was too great and we moved inside. A then sat me down on a dining-room chair and, kneeling on the floor, proceeded to give me a truly spectacular blowjob, with lots of orgasmic spasms, contractions in my thighs and buttocks - the whole machinery of non-ejaculatory orgasm that seems to be my special talent these days. And then finally, with her lips and tongue and hands all working, and some very deft fingerwork on the head of my cock, I sprayed my seed in her mouth - a lot, she said.
As I have noted before, A is in many ways similar to me - my age, married, a liar, cheat, and adulterer. She does not seem recently to have had much fun with men she has hooked up with, and that is sad because she is capable of giving and taking a lot of pleasure. But she does seem mainly to end up with jerks who are not capable of giving and taking pleasure with her in the way that I can.
Since Monday, just a rather crazy attempt at a midtown, midday drive-by with D, today. There is nowhere sensible to go and fuck in the back of a car in midtown or downtown and we ended up parked somewhere in the Village, trusting mainly in the dark-tinted windows of her Pacifica to shield us from view. Afterwards she reckoned she had had three orgasms from me going down on her in two separate sessions of cunt-eating. We also fucked, she sucked my cock for a long time and gave me a bunch of orgasms but I did not ejaculate. At one point I also had my cock in her ass for a while too. It was absurdly hot in the car by the time we had to stop. Not something to do again any time soon, but still something it is good to have done once.
Tomorrow I expect to see D again for a short while in my office in the afternoon. On Friday, if I can get the timing right, I will see J and then A.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Another ninety minutes with J
The rather vague plan that A and I had hatched to hook up for a couple of hours in the middle of Saturday collapsed, as she was stuck at home fending off the flu. Rather than waste the opportunity I got in touch with J, who was happy to host me for a repeat of Friday's encounter.
This time I was stone-cold sober, but it was almost as intense anyway. I believe that there is a kind of ratchet effect from having sex when a little stoned - it heightens the sensitivity not just then, but for ever after. But perhaps this is an illusion; it certainly does not seem to make pharmacological sense.
First we kissed, I fingered her and played with her clit, and then we fucked. Missionary does not work very well with J because of her vast size, though when it works it is very good. Unless I am rock hard there is not quite enough grip on my cock, though if J lifts her legs up (or I pin them back) then I can pound away at her and that is delightful. But it is just about always better to fuck her from behind, and most of the fucking we did yesterday was that way - either with her kneeling on the edge of the bed and me standing behind her, or me lying on top of her. The final fuck began in the latter position and ended in the former. The earlier fuck - I didn't come, but at some point we decided to take a break - was a mix of me on top of her and from behind. The other main activity was me eating her out while fingering her. J does not orgasm in an explosive, climactic fashion - she describes the experience as coming over and over again in lots of small orgasms. She certainly seems like she is at a peak of some kind, or anyway on a plateau. She is reluctant to let herself go in terms of yelling and screaming, because the walls are thin and she does not really want the neighbours to hear. But she is fairly noisy all the same, and obviously having a very good time, whether she is really coming or not.
Another very notable thing about J is that she has a very tight cunt. I have never fucked anyone so huge, and there is something wonderful about the juxtaposition of her vastness and the grip of her cunt on my cock. The tightness is not just at the start, though she is often pretty tight then, even when very wet; rather, she tightens up, sometimes a lot, at various times during fucking. On Friday, in particular, she just seemed to be contracting smaller and smaller around my cock when I was fucking her from behind. It is not the more fluttery, milking spasmodic contractions that I feel sometimes when fucking D, nor the intelligent, grasping, internal squeezing and pulsing that I feel with A; it is just a gradual, relentless tightening of her cunt, with a corresponding rise in the intensity of sensation in my cock, especially along the top side of the shaft. Very, very good.
So Friday and Saturday were really very busy indeed: C, D and J on Friday; J again on Saturday.
This time I was stone-cold sober, but it was almost as intense anyway. I believe that there is a kind of ratchet effect from having sex when a little stoned - it heightens the sensitivity not just then, but for ever after. But perhaps this is an illusion; it certainly does not seem to make pharmacological sense.
First we kissed, I fingered her and played with her clit, and then we fucked. Missionary does not work very well with J because of her vast size, though when it works it is very good. Unless I am rock hard there is not quite enough grip on my cock, though if J lifts her legs up (or I pin them back) then I can pound away at her and that is delightful. But it is just about always better to fuck her from behind, and most of the fucking we did yesterday was that way - either with her kneeling on the edge of the bed and me standing behind her, or me lying on top of her. The final fuck began in the latter position and ended in the former. The earlier fuck - I didn't come, but at some point we decided to take a break - was a mix of me on top of her and from behind. The other main activity was me eating her out while fingering her. J does not orgasm in an explosive, climactic fashion - she describes the experience as coming over and over again in lots of small orgasms. She certainly seems like she is at a peak of some kind, or anyway on a plateau. She is reluctant to let herself go in terms of yelling and screaming, because the walls are thin and she does not really want the neighbours to hear. But she is fairly noisy all the same, and obviously having a very good time, whether she is really coming or not.
Another very notable thing about J is that she has a very tight cunt. I have never fucked anyone so huge, and there is something wonderful about the juxtaposition of her vastness and the grip of her cunt on my cock. The tightness is not just at the start, though she is often pretty tight then, even when very wet; rather, she tightens up, sometimes a lot, at various times during fucking. On Friday, in particular, she just seemed to be contracting smaller and smaller around my cock when I was fucking her from behind. It is not the more fluttery, milking spasmodic contractions that I feel sometimes when fucking D, nor the intelligent, grasping, internal squeezing and pulsing that I feel with A; it is just a gradual, relentless tightening of her cunt, with a corresponding rise in the intensity of sensation in my cock, especially along the top side of the shaft. Very, very good.
So Friday and Saturday were really very busy indeed: C, D and J on Friday; J again on Saturday.
Friday, September 15, 2006
Intra-, Extra-, Extra-
Given the title of this blog, it ought to skip over intra-marital in favour of extra-marital sex. But the blog also aims, without being obsessive about it, to be a complete record of my sexual activity, at least when it involves partners. As far as masturbation goes, it does not seem necessary to record each instance, but merely to indicate that it goes on, in a rather sporadic way. Yesterday, for example, I think I jerked off twice - once in the morning at home before anyone else was up, and again sometime in the middle of the day in my office. A day like that is, however, relatively unusual. Today I have not jerked off at all - but as will be detailed below, I have been rather busy.
The last shall be first, according to the New Testament, so I will begin with J, who I visited around 5.30 pm for an hour-and-a-half. Immediately before meeting, I primed myself by taking a few hits from a joint, so that I could be just stoned enough to lose myself in heightened sensation, particularly when going down on her. That was a great success. After some preliminary smooching, I began to eat her cunt, which was hugely satisfying to me, as I felt that I was really focusing on her clit, and on stoking her ecstasy. After a while - and of course there is typically time dilation when stoned so any judgements of time in this account should be treated rather sceptically - I inserted first one and then two fingers into her, optimistically assuming I had found the G-spot. Well, perhaps I had, perhaps I hadn't - but she did seem to be having a very good time and was making considerable amounts of noise even when trying to be quiet. It was all thoroughly absorbing and exciting, and thanks to the pot and the endorphins I was flooded with affection for J, and for her body. It is easy to feel good about oneself when one gives so much pleasure to someone who takes pleasure so graciously.
Then we fucked - for a long, long time. The pharmaceutics of all this deserve treatment somewhere, but I find it hard to draw any very coherent lessons. In this case I had topped up with half a Viagra tablet while on my way to J's so I would have the best chance of being in decent shape in terms of fucking. That seemed to work pretty well, as I was very hard. We began with me on top, and later changed to what I suppose is something like the standard with J, ie her kneeling ass up on the edge of the bed, me standing behind fucking her. That really did go on for a very long while, and I pounded her just about as hard as I could. Though there were some pauses it was pretty much constant fucking until her cunt really started to tighten up. After that it was only a matter of time before I eventually came.
Relaxing, I noted to J that we had taken only about 35 or 40 minutes, and packed a huge amount of pleasure into that, so one hour quickies, if we choose to do them, could be pretty spectacular. I was fairly confident that I was spent, but J spent a long time touching me, and at some point moved into cocksucking, which was really excellent and had me hard again. Or just about hard enough for fucking to be worth trying - but it did not really work as after a while I softened up. So I went down on J again, for what was essentially a repeat performance - lots of delicate clit-work with my tongue, some more meaty clit-sucking, fingering, some nipple-pinching. And after all that I was again hard enough to contemplate fucking, so I went at her from behind very hard and fast. I was fairly confident at various points that I was about to ejaculate again, but it never quite reached that point, and we ran out of time.
J is, as I have mentioned before, a vast woman; I have become not merely tolerant or relaxed about her size, but really have come to enjoy it. Especially when fucking her from behind when she is on all fours, or anyway kneeling up and presenting her ass for me, she looks amazingly magnificent and grand. She does really like to be on the receiving end of very hard fucking, and today was praising me as an 'alpha male' in bed, which I have to say I find flattering. But I pointed out to her that it was only in bed that I thought this notion had any legitimate application.
So that was J, from 5.30 to 7.00 pm or thereabouts. Before that, from about 1.45 to 3.45 pm, I was with D at the Kew Motor Inn, our regular hang-out. D was on the second, heaviest day of her period, which is remarkably regular and copious for a 46 year-old woman, I believe (but what, really do I know about this?). So it was a pretty bloody afternoon. I ate her out, I fucked her cunt, I fucked her ass, I ate her out again, she sat on my face, I fucked her more - with D it is tedious to list what we do as it is in one way always the same, and in another always totally new. For example, with the fucking, there were several phases that involved motions and sensations that were different from any before - or that is how it seemed, anyway. There was a lot of blood on the sheets, on me, on her. This was in one of the mirrored rooms at the Kew, with large mirrors on the wall along one side of the bed, on the ceiling above the bed, and also a smaller mirror on the wall beyond the foot of the bed. The wall above the head on the bed was not mirrored, but rather papered in a very refreshing mountain stream scene. The mirrors are of limited use to me because once my glasses are off, as they are always when I go down on someone, and are usually for fucking as well, then I can only see vague shapes. But D can see fine, as this excerpt from an e-mail she sent this evening indicates:
I was watching your ass the whole time in the ceiling mirror... so perfect... so effortless really... you're just a fucking machine because you pump for awhile, then you go round and round, then you drill... then you poke, then back to pumping.... fast, fast , fast ,,,, then slow... sometimes stopping and shoving your cock all the way up me.... then balls slapping fast against my ass pumping... then slow gentle... it is all quite beautiful really... and I know your fucking so well now I can just follow your lead so masterfully.....I don't know if you notice all the things I do when you are fucking me.... like...
Hold you with my arms and legs ... relax and tense up my vagina.... move my hands around your body.... rub my feet on your legs... cup your head with my feet.... wrap my legs around your neck.... fight back when you are holding me down.... arch my back so you have a better angle... use my mouth on your mouth... smell you... moan in your ear.... wiggle my ass... push my ass against you when you are fucking me from behind... shake my ass when you are inside me..........move around so you have to pin me down... push my body against your whole body... rub your ass....let you position me any way you want.... and I never protest when I know you are just fingering my asshole in preparation to fuck it! You get to fuck me in the ass whenever it pops up in your mind , and I know when I was sucking your cock today all you wanted to do was fuck my tight, hot ass.....
So I never just lay there until I have done all these things. But I must tell you I am completely worn out.... all that blood I lost! And you sure had your share of drinking me... so you might be sick from too much blood drinking. There is something about being with you when I have my period... it feels the way it does when you fuck me in the ass... like you are the only one that has ever done that. I just never knew my period could be so much damn fun! I just love being on the rag!
D and J were today's two extra-marital sexual partners. The day began intra-maritally, however, around 9.00 am or so, with a very sweet and fairly sexy fuck with C. I did go down on her for a while but somehow with C that never really seems to be going anywhere in particular; if something could be done about that, I am not sure what it is or how to do it, though I do think I will have to gird my loins about it sometime soon. The fuck itself was really good, and it took a decent while - though probably not more than 15 or 20 minutes altogether, before C went in to the pre-orgasmic contractions and then went over the top, taking me with her. Only C regularly orgams from straight fucking, and that is a great pleasure. Only with C, too, do I come so quickly.
Pharmaceuticals: I had taken half a Viagra on my way to see D, bearing in mind the morning's activity and anyway wanting to be sure. I believe that with D it makes little difference at this point, and is as unnecessary as with C. But I would need to do without numerous times to really know if that is true. I have done without any chemical aids with A and with K too, I think; I am not sure about J.
A tiring but very rewarding day. J in particular was very affectionate, which if it reflects the pleasure she has had, is gratifying.
The weekend looks rather bleak - but we will see.
The last shall be first, according to the New Testament, so I will begin with J, who I visited around 5.30 pm for an hour-and-a-half. Immediately before meeting, I primed myself by taking a few hits from a joint, so that I could be just stoned enough to lose myself in heightened sensation, particularly when going down on her. That was a great success. After some preliminary smooching, I began to eat her cunt, which was hugely satisfying to me, as I felt that I was really focusing on her clit, and on stoking her ecstasy. After a while - and of course there is typically time dilation when stoned so any judgements of time in this account should be treated rather sceptically - I inserted first one and then two fingers into her, optimistically assuming I had found the G-spot. Well, perhaps I had, perhaps I hadn't - but she did seem to be having a very good time and was making considerable amounts of noise even when trying to be quiet. It was all thoroughly absorbing and exciting, and thanks to the pot and the endorphins I was flooded with affection for J, and for her body. It is easy to feel good about oneself when one gives so much pleasure to someone who takes pleasure so graciously.
Then we fucked - for a long, long time. The pharmaceutics of all this deserve treatment somewhere, but I find it hard to draw any very coherent lessons. In this case I had topped up with half a Viagra tablet while on my way to J's so I would have the best chance of being in decent shape in terms of fucking. That seemed to work pretty well, as I was very hard. We began with me on top, and later changed to what I suppose is something like the standard with J, ie her kneeling ass up on the edge of the bed, me standing behind fucking her. That really did go on for a very long while, and I pounded her just about as hard as I could. Though there were some pauses it was pretty much constant fucking until her cunt really started to tighten up. After that it was only a matter of time before I eventually came.
Relaxing, I noted to J that we had taken only about 35 or 40 minutes, and packed a huge amount of pleasure into that, so one hour quickies, if we choose to do them, could be pretty spectacular. I was fairly confident that I was spent, but J spent a long time touching me, and at some point moved into cocksucking, which was really excellent and had me hard again. Or just about hard enough for fucking to be worth trying - but it did not really work as after a while I softened up. So I went down on J again, for what was essentially a repeat performance - lots of delicate clit-work with my tongue, some more meaty clit-sucking, fingering, some nipple-pinching. And after all that I was again hard enough to contemplate fucking, so I went at her from behind very hard and fast. I was fairly confident at various points that I was about to ejaculate again, but it never quite reached that point, and we ran out of time.
J is, as I have mentioned before, a vast woman; I have become not merely tolerant or relaxed about her size, but really have come to enjoy it. Especially when fucking her from behind when she is on all fours, or anyway kneeling up and presenting her ass for me, she looks amazingly magnificent and grand. She does really like to be on the receiving end of very hard fucking, and today was praising me as an 'alpha male' in bed, which I have to say I find flattering. But I pointed out to her that it was only in bed that I thought this notion had any legitimate application.
So that was J, from 5.30 to 7.00 pm or thereabouts. Before that, from about 1.45 to 3.45 pm, I was with D at the Kew Motor Inn, our regular hang-out. D was on the second, heaviest day of her period, which is remarkably regular and copious for a 46 year-old woman, I believe (but what, really do I know about this?). So it was a pretty bloody afternoon. I ate her out, I fucked her cunt, I fucked her ass, I ate her out again, she sat on my face, I fucked her more - with D it is tedious to list what we do as it is in one way always the same, and in another always totally new. For example, with the fucking, there were several phases that involved motions and sensations that were different from any before - or that is how it seemed, anyway. There was a lot of blood on the sheets, on me, on her. This was in one of the mirrored rooms at the Kew, with large mirrors on the wall along one side of the bed, on the ceiling above the bed, and also a smaller mirror on the wall beyond the foot of the bed. The wall above the head on the bed was not mirrored, but rather papered in a very refreshing mountain stream scene. The mirrors are of limited use to me because once my glasses are off, as they are always when I go down on someone, and are usually for fucking as well, then I can only see vague shapes. But D can see fine, as this excerpt from an e-mail she sent this evening indicates:
I was watching your ass the whole time in the ceiling mirror... so perfect... so effortless really... you're just a fucking machine because you pump for awhile, then you go round and round, then you drill... then you poke, then back to pumping.... fast, fast , fast ,,,, then slow... sometimes stopping and shoving your cock all the way up me.... then balls slapping fast against my ass pumping... then slow gentle... it is all quite beautiful really... and I know your fucking so well now I can just follow your lead so masterfully.....I don't know if you notice all the things I do when you are fucking me.... like...
Hold you with my arms and legs ... relax and tense up my vagina.... move my hands around your body.... rub my feet on your legs... cup your head with my feet.... wrap my legs around your neck.... fight back when you are holding me down.... arch my back so you have a better angle... use my mouth on your mouth... smell you... moan in your ear.... wiggle my ass... push my ass against you when you are fucking me from behind... shake my ass when you are inside me..........move around so you have to pin me down... push my body against your whole body... rub your ass....let you position me any way you want.... and I never protest when I know you are just fingering my asshole in preparation to fuck it! You get to fuck me in the ass whenever it pops up in your mind , and I know when I was sucking your cock today all you wanted to do was fuck my tight, hot ass.....
So I never just lay there until I have done all these things. But I must tell you I am completely worn out.... all that blood I lost! And you sure had your share of drinking me... so you might be sick from too much blood drinking. There is something about being with you when I have my period... it feels the way it does when you fuck me in the ass... like you are the only one that has ever done that. I just never knew my period could be so much damn fun! I just love being on the rag!
D and J were today's two extra-marital sexual partners. The day began intra-maritally, however, around 9.00 am or so, with a very sweet and fairly sexy fuck with C. I did go down on her for a while but somehow with C that never really seems to be going anywhere in particular; if something could be done about that, I am not sure what it is or how to do it, though I do think I will have to gird my loins about it sometime soon. The fuck itself was really good, and it took a decent while - though probably not more than 15 or 20 minutes altogether, before C went in to the pre-orgasmic contractions and then went over the top, taking me with her. Only C regularly orgams from straight fucking, and that is a great pleasure. Only with C, too, do I come so quickly.
Pharmaceuticals: I had taken half a Viagra on my way to see D, bearing in mind the morning's activity and anyway wanting to be sure. I believe that with D it makes little difference at this point, and is as unnecessary as with C. But I would need to do without numerous times to really know if that is true. I have done without any chemical aids with A and with K too, I think; I am not sure about J.
A tiring but very rewarding day. J in particular was very affectionate, which if it reflects the pleasure she has had, is gratifying.
The weekend looks rather bleak - but we will see.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
C, D, A
Saturday night, I think it was, that I was game to mess around with C in the marital bed, but as the circumstances were less than completely ideal she suggested we wait until morning. When morning came, of course, the circumstances were again less than ideal, but she did give me an efficient handjob to tide me over. Then on Monday morning we had a good fuck, preceded by my going down on her for a while. C, it has to be said, either does not really go for oral sex, or does not go for it with me anyway. I think she enjoys the sensations a lot, so she gets a lot of pleasure. But as she does not orgasm that way, it is in the category of foreplay for her, and so if there is any hurry at all, the foreplay is nice but not indispensable, and one might as well get on to the main event and then, once that is over, hop in the shower and start the day.
My view is that oral is sex, I am totally into it, and fucking is not something to get out of the way before the day starts, but the main business of the day.
Monday afternoon D picked me up and we drove the 250 miles or so to XXXXXX, talking about sex much of the way, but stopping only once to have fun in the car on the side of the road: fucking, eating her out, more fucking. Once we arrived we checked in to the hotel and spent an hour going through all the standard acts - fucking, eating her cunt, blowjob, anal. One hour in which I had more sexual fun, felt more sexual freedom, gave more sexual pleasure, than I have with and to C in the last month or more.
Off to dinner and then back to the hotel room for a night of getting stoned and doing anything and everything. Very many orgasms for D, all produced much the same way, ie by my going down on her while pinching and twisting her nipples, though in different positions or places. She sat on my face once or twice, I ate her out on the chair, on the bed. Ass-fucking - a lot of this, in various positions; and she strapped on the smaller dildo and fucked me long and hard too. Several long blowjobs, all of mind-blowing calibre, and involving the continuous orgasmic states that have become almost routine when D sucks my cock when I am stoned and have been fucking her for a while. And plenty of good hard fucking, including a lot from behind - with D prone face down, or with D kneeling on the edge of the bed and me standing behind.
At some point we did do a little bit of sleeping, but most of the night was spent sucking and kissing and fucking. In the morning I was about to get in the shower when we got started again, at 7.05 am. It was 7.45 am when I finally got away, having again run through fucking, oral, anal. D is unbelievable in her resilience, her appetite, her absorption in intense sexual activity.
Ducking out on some commitments, I was back with D by 2.00 pm or so on Tuesday afternoon, and we headed back to NYC. First stop, after 45 minutes or so on the road, was a little half-hour in which I made her come with my mouth, we fucked, and then she made me come in her mouth. Then we drove most of the way back, before stopping at a motel for a couple of hours more fucking, ass-fucking, oral. We were both pretty sore at this point, so eventually we conceded defeat. My cock was extremely sensitive, her clit was raw and her cunt sore, and I could no longer really maintain a decent erection. But I did not want to give up, so I made her lie on the bed on her back with her head hangin off, so I could stand over her and put my cock in her mouth. We had never done before, and I suppose it is a porno-move, but it was effective in getting me hard so I could fuck her for the last time. I cannot now remember if that ended with an ejaculation or not.
I got home late last night, and this morning spent a couple of hours with A - really great fucking, I went down on her and helped her to a spectacular orgasm, she sucked my cock, we fucked again and I came inside her. Then we rested and talked, she sucked my soft cock until I was mostly hard again, and then we fucked just a little more. But I was not really hard, unsurprisingly, so that faded into nothing.
At one point I fingered A's asshole while fucking her, which she likes, and after the first session of cock-sucking she stradded me and sat on my cock and went to town, while I fingered her asshole. I have never known anyone so active when fucking, and at various levels. She has the most active cunt I have ever fucked, she moves her hips and her pelvis more and more interestingly than anyone.
A busy couple of days, therefore. But a lot of fun.
My view is that oral is sex, I am totally into it, and fucking is not something to get out of the way before the day starts, but the main business of the day.
Monday afternoon D picked me up and we drove the 250 miles or so to XXXXXX, talking about sex much of the way, but stopping only once to have fun in the car on the side of the road: fucking, eating her out, more fucking. Once we arrived we checked in to the hotel and spent an hour going through all the standard acts - fucking, eating her cunt, blowjob, anal. One hour in which I had more sexual fun, felt more sexual freedom, gave more sexual pleasure, than I have with and to C in the last month or more.
Off to dinner and then back to the hotel room for a night of getting stoned and doing anything and everything. Very many orgasms for D, all produced much the same way, ie by my going down on her while pinching and twisting her nipples, though in different positions or places. She sat on my face once or twice, I ate her out on the chair, on the bed. Ass-fucking - a lot of this, in various positions; and she strapped on the smaller dildo and fucked me long and hard too. Several long blowjobs, all of mind-blowing calibre, and involving the continuous orgasmic states that have become almost routine when D sucks my cock when I am stoned and have been fucking her for a while. And plenty of good hard fucking, including a lot from behind - with D prone face down, or with D kneeling on the edge of the bed and me standing behind.
At some point we did do a little bit of sleeping, but most of the night was spent sucking and kissing and fucking. In the morning I was about to get in the shower when we got started again, at 7.05 am. It was 7.45 am when I finally got away, having again run through fucking, oral, anal. D is unbelievable in her resilience, her appetite, her absorption in intense sexual activity.
Ducking out on some commitments, I was back with D by 2.00 pm or so on Tuesday afternoon, and we headed back to NYC. First stop, after 45 minutes or so on the road, was a little half-hour in which I made her come with my mouth, we fucked, and then she made me come in her mouth. Then we drove most of the way back, before stopping at a motel for a couple of hours more fucking, ass-fucking, oral. We were both pretty sore at this point, so eventually we conceded defeat. My cock was extremely sensitive, her clit was raw and her cunt sore, and I could no longer really maintain a decent erection. But I did not want to give up, so I made her lie on the bed on her back with her head hangin off, so I could stand over her and put my cock in her mouth. We had never done before, and I suppose it is a porno-move, but it was effective in getting me hard so I could fuck her for the last time. I cannot now remember if that ended with an ejaculation or not.
I got home late last night, and this morning spent a couple of hours with A - really great fucking, I went down on her and helped her to a spectacular orgasm, she sucked my cock, we fucked again and I came inside her. Then we rested and talked, she sucked my soft cock until I was mostly hard again, and then we fucked just a little more. But I was not really hard, unsurprisingly, so that faded into nothing.
At one point I fingered A's asshole while fucking her, which she likes, and after the first session of cock-sucking she stradded me and sat on my cock and went to town, while I fingered her asshole. I have never known anyone so active when fucking, and at various levels. She has the most active cunt I have ever fucked, she moves her hips and her pelvis more and more interestingly than anyone.
A busy couple of days, therefore. But a lot of fun.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Sunday morning update
A very pleasant chat with Z on Thursday, in the park. Nothing sexual at all, though we talked about sex a certain amount.
Friday I spent the afternoon with D at the Kew Motor Inn. As always, this was incredibly intense, unbelievably pleasurable, and just about indescribable. A catalogue of sexual acts that occurred during the three hours doesn't really tell much about the way that times like these feel, for me and for her. I am sure that a good part of the etiology of my addiction to sex is that, while it is going on, I am not thinking. With D that is true in the most complete way, as at moments I become pure sensation - merely a consciousness of sensation and the sensation itself.
The catalogue tells a little, though, so here it is: kissing, groping, undressing, nipple sucking, fingering, and then a first fuck with D lying on her back on the bed, me standing at the foot of the bed fucking her with her legs up in the air; then I went down on her, eating her out until she came, and then backed off just enough to let me carry on working her clit, until she came again; she was juddering and shaking with orgasmic spasms so I put my cock in her to feel them - amazing; then we fucked for a while, her legs way up and me trying to work as deep as I could - we looked great in the mirror on the wall alongside the bed - and edging right up to orgasm myself, and if I did not spray some seed inside her, that is the way it felt nevertheless, so I knew it was going to be a day for multiple serial orgasms, whether ejaculatory or not; then I think we took a break and smoked some pot.
I am vague as to the order of things once we were stoned, and I am sure there are things missing from memory altogether. But still, I am confident about the following: an incredible blowjob, divided into two parts by D needing a break to rest her lips and tongue, to drink some water, to smoke a cigarette; a lot more fucking, including more face-to-face with me on top, from behind while she lay on her front, and I think also with her on top; I ate her out in the chair, she came at me when I was lying on the floor and drove me crazy with kisses and a handjob; I went down on her on the bed again and told her I was going to fuck her ass, which I did - D bent forwards over the edge of the bed, me standing behind her pounding at her ass, which felt absolutely incredible. Again, I cannot be sure what exactly was happening in terms of ejaculation, but I felt like I was coming almost continuously, releasing seed into her with every stroke, and I am inclined to think that I was ejaculating a certain amount as her asshole became slicker and slicker. All of this was reflected in the mirror on the wall - D prone face down on the bed, me behind her working my cock in her ass, feeling all the angles, the pressure on the head of my cock and the upper shaft. A perfect ass-fuck in every way, but it did not end with a spectacular explosive climax; I tired, and she tired, and it subsided into something more gentle, which was very touching.
On Saturday I wrote to D recapping some of the previous day's highlights and pondering this whole multiple/continuous orgasm phenomenon, the orgasm/ejaculation distinction, mainly in relation to the blowjob that D gave me, which was really one of the best ever (and readers will know that if very high praise indeed!). Her is what I wrote to her:
Yesterday: well the pot is obviously good sex pot in terms of sharpening sensation. I felt lots of things I had never felt before, especially during the BLOWJOB(S) and the ass-fucking. I like that room, with the high bed, and I do hope that you remember for ever the afternoon of XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, and the sight of us in the mirror - you bent over the bed, me behind you fucking your ass, working all the angles, getting in deep, thinking about nothing but my cock in your asshole, feeling nothing but you shuddering and shifting around, your wet asshole gripping the head of my cock. I have no idea how much I came, but as you seemed to get wetter and slicker, I think I was probably pulsing seed into you, lubricating your asshole for my cock. Who knows?
That one, spectacular ass-fuck would have made the whole afternoon, the whole day, wonderful. But then we had all the other amazing pleasures as well. When we talked on the phone and I asked if you wanted me to check in and go up to the room ahead of you, I was remembering times that we have done that before, and that you said that you liked it. It means that the second we are together we can kiss, grab each other, rip our clothes off, whatever, instead of the waiting in the bar, for the elevator. But yesterday was fun too; once we kissed it was like the beginning of an eruption, and I needed everything all at once - your lips, your breasts, your cunt. I needed immediately to be eating your cunt, fucking you, sucking your nipples.
Once we were naked, we went into fucking almost right away, remember? Me standing at the foot of the bed, you lying with your legs up in the air. You were tight, and I pointed out to you that this was the way we fucked for the first time, in my office, with you lying back on my desk, and me standing, grabbing your hips and sliding you around until you were in just the right place for me to fuck you the way I wanted. That was a great first fuck, yes? And at some point, of course, I had to stop fucking you so that I could devour your cunt for the first time.
So I ate you out a bunch of times, and at least a couple of times I just kept working at your clit all through the orgasm and made sure you stayed way up there. D, at those moments I just want you to feel everything you can feel, to be coming and coming, shaking with pleasure. I don't want to let you go, I want to keep sucking on that sweet clit and feeling it with my tongue. Thinking about this, and writing about it, I just want to do it again, right now. Twice yesterday - well, maybe more - while you were having your continuous orgasmic contractions and I was lapping away at you, I wanted to get my cock into you so I could feel all those aftershocks in your cunt through my cock. That was utterly amazing too. The first time I was not that stoned, and it was incredible. The next time I was more stoned, and it was even more intense, distinct, precise.
The words are all too clumsy to capture the sensations. When you were sucking my cock, it was sometimes easier to feel everything if I closed my eyes, or if I looked up at the ceiling. But once I was already in ecstasy, with my cock-head jumping with every movement of your head, I could look at you, see you devouring my cock. Even so, the sensations are so amazing, so unlike anything else, that there is a kind of disconnect - all I am is my cock and the ring of sensation travelling up and down it as you deep-throat me, the rough swirl of your tongue around and around the head of my cock, the pressure of your fingers. I got pretty noisy at several points, yes? There are times when I don't think any heightening of sensation is possible, I have felt everything, and anyway if it became more intense it would be impossible to endure: and then you do something, or anyway something happens, and I am even higher, feeling even more, and if you told me that I was spurting my seed into your mouth rhythmically with every stroke of your lips and tongue and hands, I would believe you. That is continuous orgasm, with all of the sensations and spasms in my cock and my balls that go with ejaculation, but repeated time and time again, each time you stimulate my cock - I think it is really the ridge around the head of my cock that is the crucial site of stimulation. Yesterday was as good as it has every been, or better; but I am learning more and more about this multiple orgasm phenomenon, and I suppose because of that I almost expect it to happen, and that makes it easier for it to happen, and I can recognize it and indulge it and enjoy it completely.
Another major highlight was fucking your cunt from behind lying on top of you, which began with your legs spread, but you then put them together. During that fuck, and also again in some other fuck later, you went into your cock-milking contractions and spasms, and that is something I have never felt before in that way, except of course the other times you have done it to me. Again, I feel like you could be sucking a stream of come into your cunt, spurt after spurt, and maybe you are. It feels like I am coming, and I really want to give you everything I can, to empty my balls for you, to fill you up until you overflow with my seed - so I am definitely not holding back!
I am not sure how much I ejaculated in the course of the afternoon, but I did come on your belly at one point; did I spray in your mouth at all? So perhaps I had hundreds of orgasms but ejaculated only twice or three times. And you too had numerous orgasms and orgasmic episodes. So it was an amazing afternoon, D.
When I took my cock out and worked it up and down between your cunt-lips, rubbing your clit with the head of my cock - that was a lot of fun too. It is beautiful to see - your cunt hair, the head of my cock. I wonder if we could find a position in which I could work your clit with my cock-head like that, and get you really close to coming - close enough that when I pinched your nipples you would go over the top?
Nipples - well in XXXXXX, if we have a quieter moment, we will work on my nipple pinching and twisting technique, which obviously could be better.
XXXXXX - oh my God, that is going to be fun, isn't it?
On Monday I will get to spend a hole night with D, which we have not done since I don't know when - the last time she stayed at a nearby hotel, presumably. We will be together in the car going and coming back, and have an evening and night to indulge ourselves. It should make for an interesting next entry - possibly on Wednesday, if I have time. But at least at the moment Wednesday looks a bit busy: first I see my therapist, then A at 10.30 or so, then I have a meeting, other business to carry out, and then I am meeting K, but only for a drink.
D tells me that Howard Stern has claimed to enjoy multiple orgasms too, but only while masturbating. Most of the websites I have seen dealing with it blather on about tantric techniques, and all emphasize holding back, which I never really do. The pot certainly seems to make the multiple orgasm, continuous hard-on, repeated ejaculation phenomena all more likely. With the erection, Viagra makes some difference too, but there have been times with D when I have taken none and the sex has been about the same in terms of my performance.
Sex and not thinking: I do believe this is a key part of its attraction, but of course thought does not cease altogether. It is more that all thought is of the sensations enjoyed in my own body and in the body of the woman I am with. The conscious, aware observer does not disappear, but is totally absorbed in the task of noticing how intense and acute and delicate and precise all the sensations are. This is how it seems during D's blowjobs especially.
Nothing on the agenda today, unfortunately - unless C is interested this morning, which she might well be.
Friday I spent the afternoon with D at the Kew Motor Inn. As always, this was incredibly intense, unbelievably pleasurable, and just about indescribable. A catalogue of sexual acts that occurred during the three hours doesn't really tell much about the way that times like these feel, for me and for her. I am sure that a good part of the etiology of my addiction to sex is that, while it is going on, I am not thinking. With D that is true in the most complete way, as at moments I become pure sensation - merely a consciousness of sensation and the sensation itself.
The catalogue tells a little, though, so here it is: kissing, groping, undressing, nipple sucking, fingering, and then a first fuck with D lying on her back on the bed, me standing at the foot of the bed fucking her with her legs up in the air; then I went down on her, eating her out until she came, and then backed off just enough to let me carry on working her clit, until she came again; she was juddering and shaking with orgasmic spasms so I put my cock in her to feel them - amazing; then we fucked for a while, her legs way up and me trying to work as deep as I could - we looked great in the mirror on the wall alongside the bed - and edging right up to orgasm myself, and if I did not spray some seed inside her, that is the way it felt nevertheless, so I knew it was going to be a day for multiple serial orgasms, whether ejaculatory or not; then I think we took a break and smoked some pot.
I am vague as to the order of things once we were stoned, and I am sure there are things missing from memory altogether. But still, I am confident about the following: an incredible blowjob, divided into two parts by D needing a break to rest her lips and tongue, to drink some water, to smoke a cigarette; a lot more fucking, including more face-to-face with me on top, from behind while she lay on her front, and I think also with her on top; I ate her out in the chair, she came at me when I was lying on the floor and drove me crazy with kisses and a handjob; I went down on her on the bed again and told her I was going to fuck her ass, which I did - D bent forwards over the edge of the bed, me standing behind her pounding at her ass, which felt absolutely incredible. Again, I cannot be sure what exactly was happening in terms of ejaculation, but I felt like I was coming almost continuously, releasing seed into her with every stroke, and I am inclined to think that I was ejaculating a certain amount as her asshole became slicker and slicker. All of this was reflected in the mirror on the wall - D prone face down on the bed, me behind her working my cock in her ass, feeling all the angles, the pressure on the head of my cock and the upper shaft. A perfect ass-fuck in every way, but it did not end with a spectacular explosive climax; I tired, and she tired, and it subsided into something more gentle, which was very touching.
On Saturday I wrote to D recapping some of the previous day's highlights and pondering this whole multiple/continuous orgasm phenomenon, the orgasm/ejaculation distinction, mainly in relation to the blowjob that D gave me, which was really one of the best ever (and readers will know that if very high praise indeed!). Her is what I wrote to her:
Yesterday: well the pot is obviously good sex pot in terms of sharpening sensation. I felt lots of things I had never felt before, especially during the BLOWJOB(S) and the ass-fucking. I like that room, with the high bed, and I do hope that you remember for ever the afternoon of XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, and the sight of us in the mirror - you bent over the bed, me behind you fucking your ass, working all the angles, getting in deep, thinking about nothing but my cock in your asshole, feeling nothing but you shuddering and shifting around, your wet asshole gripping the head of my cock. I have no idea how much I came, but as you seemed to get wetter and slicker, I think I was probably pulsing seed into you, lubricating your asshole for my cock. Who knows?
That one, spectacular ass-fuck would have made the whole afternoon, the whole day, wonderful. But then we had all the other amazing pleasures as well. When we talked on the phone and I asked if you wanted me to check in and go up to the room ahead of you, I was remembering times that we have done that before, and that you said that you liked it. It means that the second we are together we can kiss, grab each other, rip our clothes off, whatever, instead of the waiting in the bar, for the elevator. But yesterday was fun too; once we kissed it was like the beginning of an eruption, and I needed everything all at once - your lips, your breasts, your cunt. I needed immediately to be eating your cunt, fucking you, sucking your nipples.
Once we were naked, we went into fucking almost right away, remember? Me standing at the foot of the bed, you lying with your legs up in the air. You were tight, and I pointed out to you that this was the way we fucked for the first time, in my office, with you lying back on my desk, and me standing, grabbing your hips and sliding you around until you were in just the right place for me to fuck you the way I wanted. That was a great first fuck, yes? And at some point, of course, I had to stop fucking you so that I could devour your cunt for the first time.
So I ate you out a bunch of times, and at least a couple of times I just kept working at your clit all through the orgasm and made sure you stayed way up there. D, at those moments I just want you to feel everything you can feel, to be coming and coming, shaking with pleasure. I don't want to let you go, I want to keep sucking on that sweet clit and feeling it with my tongue. Thinking about this, and writing about it, I just want to do it again, right now. Twice yesterday - well, maybe more - while you were having your continuous orgasmic contractions and I was lapping away at you, I wanted to get my cock into you so I could feel all those aftershocks in your cunt through my cock. That was utterly amazing too. The first time I was not that stoned, and it was incredible. The next time I was more stoned, and it was even more intense, distinct, precise.
The words are all too clumsy to capture the sensations. When you were sucking my cock, it was sometimes easier to feel everything if I closed my eyes, or if I looked up at the ceiling. But once I was already in ecstasy, with my cock-head jumping with every movement of your head, I could look at you, see you devouring my cock. Even so, the sensations are so amazing, so unlike anything else, that there is a kind of disconnect - all I am is my cock and the ring of sensation travelling up and down it as you deep-throat me, the rough swirl of your tongue around and around the head of my cock, the pressure of your fingers. I got pretty noisy at several points, yes? There are times when I don't think any heightening of sensation is possible, I have felt everything, and anyway if it became more intense it would be impossible to endure: and then you do something, or anyway something happens, and I am even higher, feeling even more, and if you told me that I was spurting my seed into your mouth rhythmically with every stroke of your lips and tongue and hands, I would believe you. That is continuous orgasm, with all of the sensations and spasms in my cock and my balls that go with ejaculation, but repeated time and time again, each time you stimulate my cock - I think it is really the ridge around the head of my cock that is the crucial site of stimulation. Yesterday was as good as it has every been, or better; but I am learning more and more about this multiple orgasm phenomenon, and I suppose because of that I almost expect it to happen, and that makes it easier for it to happen, and I can recognize it and indulge it and enjoy it completely.
Another major highlight was fucking your cunt from behind lying on top of you, which began with your legs spread, but you then put them together. During that fuck, and also again in some other fuck later, you went into your cock-milking contractions and spasms, and that is something I have never felt before in that way, except of course the other times you have done it to me. Again, I feel like you could be sucking a stream of come into your cunt, spurt after spurt, and maybe you are. It feels like I am coming, and I really want to give you everything I can, to empty my balls for you, to fill you up until you overflow with my seed - so I am definitely not holding back!
I am not sure how much I ejaculated in the course of the afternoon, but I did come on your belly at one point; did I spray in your mouth at all? So perhaps I had hundreds of orgasms but ejaculated only twice or three times. And you too had numerous orgasms and orgasmic episodes. So it was an amazing afternoon, D.
When I took my cock out and worked it up and down between your cunt-lips, rubbing your clit with the head of my cock - that was a lot of fun too. It is beautiful to see - your cunt hair, the head of my cock. I wonder if we could find a position in which I could work your clit with my cock-head like that, and get you really close to coming - close enough that when I pinched your nipples you would go over the top?
Nipples - well in XXXXXX, if we have a quieter moment, we will work on my nipple pinching and twisting technique, which obviously could be better.
XXXXXX - oh my God, that is going to be fun, isn't it?
On Monday I will get to spend a hole night with D, which we have not done since I don't know when - the last time she stayed at a nearby hotel, presumably. We will be together in the car going and coming back, and have an evening and night to indulge ourselves. It should make for an interesting next entry - possibly on Wednesday, if I have time. But at least at the moment Wednesday looks a bit busy: first I see my therapist, then A at 10.30 or so, then I have a meeting, other business to carry out, and then I am meeting K, but only for a drink.
D tells me that Howard Stern has claimed to enjoy multiple orgasms too, but only while masturbating. Most of the websites I have seen dealing with it blather on about tantric techniques, and all emphasize holding back, which I never really do. The pot certainly seems to make the multiple orgasm, continuous hard-on, repeated ejaculation phenomena all more likely. With the erection, Viagra makes some difference too, but there have been times with D when I have taken none and the sex has been about the same in terms of my performance.
Sex and not thinking: I do believe this is a key part of its attraction, but of course thought does not cease altogether. It is more that all thought is of the sensations enjoyed in my own body and in the body of the woman I am with. The conscious, aware observer does not disappear, but is totally absorbed in the task of noticing how intense and acute and delicate and precise all the sensations are. This is how it seems during D's blowjobs especially.
Nothing on the agenda today, unfortunately - unless C is interested this morning, which she might well be.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Reconstituting the past
Today is Wednesday, and I am very confident about events earlier this evening. I can reconstitute the whole day with ease. But working back into the past - yesterday, Monday, the days before that, things get murkier. So I will begin with what is freshest.
This evening, with a secure alibi in place, I visited J, who I had not seen in several months. J is vast, and I confess I was a little nervous about encountering that amplitude again - but I think I was more at home, more comfortable, and more turned on by her sheer size and softness than ever before. We had a little over two hours together. We undressed, kissed, and then I went down on her. J was on the edge of her period, she told me, and perhaps she tasted that way - certainly she was leaking blood a little later in our encounter. Then fucking in what we have established as our very favorite position, with me standing at the end of the bed, J kneeling on the edge of the bed and presenting her ass to me. J has always liked being fucked from behind, and there is a submissive side to her that likes hard pounding from behind together with me grabbing her ass or pulling her hair a little. It is interesting that I feel more comfortable with this kind of pseudo-aggressiveness with J than with anyone. Is it her size? In part, I think. It is also that she is smart, strong, does not come across as vulnerable - and that makes the rather traditional gendered dominant/submissive roles less problematic with her than with anyone else.
Well, we fucked a lot, I went down on her again for a little while, she sucked my cock, and then we fucked with me on top, her legs pinned back, and that seemed to work very well for her, thanks to the angle. At one point I ejaculated a little but by staying still and enjoying it passively I both experienced a very elongated orgasm and also did not tip over into an orgasm so climactic as to put an end to my erection for a long time. I did soften, but soon was ready to start fucking again, from behind. We later fucked some more, me taking her from behind as before, and then I did finally come more fully. All this with condoms, I should point out.
When I have time, I should write more about J and the way in which I find her very sexy. She says, and I believe her, that every man who has ever had sex with her has said she is great to fuck, which she certainly is. But of course very many men would not even consider her as a sexual partner. They do not know what they are missing. Today, fucking her from behind, I had a wonderful time feeling her flesh beneath me, these rolls of flesh falling away from her frame. The language to make this sound as appealing as it is in fact is does not exist; she is huge, and she is very sexy, and anyone who doubts the coherence of that combination is in the grip of foolish and cruel preconceptions.
J was this evening. This morning I saw my therapist for the first time in several weeks, and told her that I had been fantasizing about her sexually. This, she said, was not unusual. I suppose that my desire to eat her cunt should be analyzed rather than acted on, but on the whole I would prefer to do the latter rather than the former - or better still, to do both. I can imagine perfect therapeutic sessions in which the talk-therapy goes on while I am fucking her.
Fantasy, though, does not really belong in this blog, which is supposed to record the actual rather than the imaginary. So tracking back from today, what do we find? On Sunday, A and I had about two-and-a-half hours together at the Grand Union Hotel. She had been away for almost two weeks, and has now left again for another week, so this was our time together between her absences. As in the past, she became quite sore fairly rapidly, and that constrained our activities a little. But we had a very good time fucking, talking, fucking more, and the whole session ended with a spectacular blowjob.
That was Sunday. The previous Friday I spent three hours with D at the Kew Motor Inn, and it is in a way pointless to describe that, as three hours with D are always of roughly the same character - I spend a long, long time eating her out, and refusing to let her off the hook once she comes, but rather riding out the climax by backing off a little and then, once she is over that first orgasm, immediately starting to work on the next. I love to be relentless with her. In the course of the same afternoon I put on her skirt and panties and let her fuck me thoroughly in the ass with the strap-on - first the smaller and then the larger dildo. I fucked her in the ass long and hard too. I also came several times without any real loss of erection in between, which is partly a product of the intensity of the sexual stimulation but also obviously a result of dosing with Viagra beforehand to ensure a decent performance. There was a time fairly recently with D when I just forgot about the Viagra and everything was just the same, or at least almost so - it is hard, then, to know exactly what effect it has. But I do think it is part of the etiology of these multi-orgasmic states that are increasingly common with me.
I sent an e-mail to D about certain aspects of that afternoon, and I will add them to the blog in due course.
What else? A very pleasing late-night fuck with C (my wife) in which she did not worry at all about the fact that I did not come; I went down on her for at least a while, and then we fucked and she came, and that seemed complete.
I may be forgetting something, but if so it is probably beyond reconstitution now.
This evening, with a secure alibi in place, I visited J, who I had not seen in several months. J is vast, and I confess I was a little nervous about encountering that amplitude again - but I think I was more at home, more comfortable, and more turned on by her sheer size and softness than ever before. We had a little over two hours together. We undressed, kissed, and then I went down on her. J was on the edge of her period, she told me, and perhaps she tasted that way - certainly she was leaking blood a little later in our encounter. Then fucking in what we have established as our very favorite position, with me standing at the end of the bed, J kneeling on the edge of the bed and presenting her ass to me. J has always liked being fucked from behind, and there is a submissive side to her that likes hard pounding from behind together with me grabbing her ass or pulling her hair a little. It is interesting that I feel more comfortable with this kind of pseudo-aggressiveness with J than with anyone. Is it her size? In part, I think. It is also that she is smart, strong, does not come across as vulnerable - and that makes the rather traditional gendered dominant/submissive roles less problematic with her than with anyone else.
Well, we fucked a lot, I went down on her again for a little while, she sucked my cock, and then we fucked with me on top, her legs pinned back, and that seemed to work very well for her, thanks to the angle. At one point I ejaculated a little but by staying still and enjoying it passively I both experienced a very elongated orgasm and also did not tip over into an orgasm so climactic as to put an end to my erection for a long time. I did soften, but soon was ready to start fucking again, from behind. We later fucked some more, me taking her from behind as before, and then I did finally come more fully. All this with condoms, I should point out.
When I have time, I should write more about J and the way in which I find her very sexy. She says, and I believe her, that every man who has ever had sex with her has said she is great to fuck, which she certainly is. But of course very many men would not even consider her as a sexual partner. They do not know what they are missing. Today, fucking her from behind, I had a wonderful time feeling her flesh beneath me, these rolls of flesh falling away from her frame. The language to make this sound as appealing as it is in fact is does not exist; she is huge, and she is very sexy, and anyone who doubts the coherence of that combination is in the grip of foolish and cruel preconceptions.
J was this evening. This morning I saw my therapist for the first time in several weeks, and told her that I had been fantasizing about her sexually. This, she said, was not unusual. I suppose that my desire to eat her cunt should be analyzed rather than acted on, but on the whole I would prefer to do the latter rather than the former - or better still, to do both. I can imagine perfect therapeutic sessions in which the talk-therapy goes on while I am fucking her.
Fantasy, though, does not really belong in this blog, which is supposed to record the actual rather than the imaginary. So tracking back from today, what do we find? On Sunday, A and I had about two-and-a-half hours together at the Grand Union Hotel. She had been away for almost two weeks, and has now left again for another week, so this was our time together between her absences. As in the past, she became quite sore fairly rapidly, and that constrained our activities a little. But we had a very good time fucking, talking, fucking more, and the whole session ended with a spectacular blowjob.
That was Sunday. The previous Friday I spent three hours with D at the Kew Motor Inn, and it is in a way pointless to describe that, as three hours with D are always of roughly the same character - I spend a long, long time eating her out, and refusing to let her off the hook once she comes, but rather riding out the climax by backing off a little and then, once she is over that first orgasm, immediately starting to work on the next. I love to be relentless with her. In the course of the same afternoon I put on her skirt and panties and let her fuck me thoroughly in the ass with the strap-on - first the smaller and then the larger dildo. I fucked her in the ass long and hard too. I also came several times without any real loss of erection in between, which is partly a product of the intensity of the sexual stimulation but also obviously a result of dosing with Viagra beforehand to ensure a decent performance. There was a time fairly recently with D when I just forgot about the Viagra and everything was just the same, or at least almost so - it is hard, then, to know exactly what effect it has. But I do think it is part of the etiology of these multi-orgasmic states that are increasingly common with me.
I sent an e-mail to D about certain aspects of that afternoon, and I will add them to the blog in due course.
What else? A very pleasing late-night fuck with C (my wife) in which she did not worry at all about the fact that I did not come; I went down on her for at least a while, and then we fucked and she came, and that seemed complete.
I may be forgetting something, but if so it is probably beyond reconstitution now.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
D and then disappointment
D picked me up in her car from work and we went to the Kew Motor Inn, our familiar haunt. Wary of the hostility that affected me last time we got stoned, I went down on her and then we fucked for a while. But it seemed a good idea to heighten sensation, so we smoked some pot and made out on the couch. I love to go down on D when I am stoned - everythings seems much larger, and happens more slowly, so I feel (whether or not it is true) that I am doing much more expert, delicate, and elaborate manouevres with my lips and tongue. I am also tireless. Later D and I talked briefly about this and she said that the first, non-stoned orgasm was incredible as well, so I am not sure if my perception that I am doing a much better job is matched on her side.
The order of events does not matter. An extraordinary highlight though was a multiple ejaculatory orgasm for me, when D was blowing me. Betweeh her lips, her teeth, her tongue, her hand, she was doing incredibly good things to my cock, and I entered that phase where I am definitely orgasming but not ejaculating - really a continuous orgasmic state. But then I did ejaculate, and D swallowed it all. I knew immediately that I was not finished though, and told her so, so she carried on, and pretty soon I ejaculated again, and again she swallowed. At this point she took a break but I was still hard, and interested to find out whether I would come again, so she went back to sucking my cock for a little while, and then gave up. I jerked off and did ejaculate again - a thin, watery, salty gruel.
Other acts and activities: a lot of ass-fucking, including sitting close to the edge of the bed so we could see ourselves in the mirror; D sat on my face while sucking my cock again; I went down on her any number of times; quite a lot of fingering, and also we admired her cunt in the mirror; some wonderful, delicate, slow fucking - and some wonderful, aggressive, hard and fast fucking. I think I spent more time licking D's ass, rimming her, tongue-fucking her, than I have before, and that was also intensely pleasurable for us both.
So that was D. The disappointment was that K had to cancel our arranged meeting with Z in my office, so I didn't get to go down on K and then fuck her with Z looking on. But I hope this will happen sometime soon. Z is rather mysterious, but also rather fascinating, and I do hope that she and I at least remain in contact, as she is exploring some of the same terrain that, in all our different ways, the other people who appear in this blog are exploring. K and Z, in particular, might have a lot to exchange notes about.
Today, Tuesday, looks to be void from a sexual point of view, and at least at the moment nothing is planned before Friday, when I hope to see D (unless A is available in which case I would choose to see her instead). I shall, however, try to fill in the days between now and then somehow.
The order of events does not matter. An extraordinary highlight though was a multiple ejaculatory orgasm for me, when D was blowing me. Betweeh her lips, her teeth, her tongue, her hand, she was doing incredibly good things to my cock, and I entered that phase where I am definitely orgasming but not ejaculating - really a continuous orgasmic state. But then I did ejaculate, and D swallowed it all. I knew immediately that I was not finished though, and told her so, so she carried on, and pretty soon I ejaculated again, and again she swallowed. At this point she took a break but I was still hard, and interested to find out whether I would come again, so she went back to sucking my cock for a little while, and then gave up. I jerked off and did ejaculate again - a thin, watery, salty gruel.
Other acts and activities: a lot of ass-fucking, including sitting close to the edge of the bed so we could see ourselves in the mirror; D sat on my face while sucking my cock again; I went down on her any number of times; quite a lot of fingering, and also we admired her cunt in the mirror; some wonderful, delicate, slow fucking - and some wonderful, aggressive, hard and fast fucking. I think I spent more time licking D's ass, rimming her, tongue-fucking her, than I have before, and that was also intensely pleasurable for us both.
So that was D. The disappointment was that K had to cancel our arranged meeting with Z in my office, so I didn't get to go down on K and then fuck her with Z looking on. But I hope this will happen sometime soon. Z is rather mysterious, but also rather fascinating, and I do hope that she and I at least remain in contact, as she is exploring some of the same terrain that, in all our different ways, the other people who appear in this blog are exploring. K and Z, in particular, might have a lot to exchange notes about.
Today, Tuesday, looks to be void from a sexual point of view, and at least at the moment nothing is planned before Friday, when I hope to see D (unless A is available in which case I would choose to see her instead). I shall, however, try to fill in the days between now and then somehow.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
The last couple of days
I have just returned to my office after three busy hours with D in a nearby hotel, including a pseudo-DP in which I used the strap-on dildo with the harness to fuck her in the ass while I fucked her cunt with my cock.
But it is better to take the days in order, so I should first report on yesterday with A at her house - I was there for a little over three and a half hours and it was extremely pleasant and pleasurable. Most of the time was spent fucking, but we played around in the shower, she massaged my back, I went down on her quite a lot, and we also talked a good deal in advance of her departure on vacation. I will not see her again until the Labor Day weekend, and perhaps not even then.
A is, as I have mentioned before, very small - not much over five feet tall, and weighing barely a hundred pounds. Her body has, however, a complicated history, and that has left many marks and traces, which at this point I adore. I find most men's attitudes to women's bodies utterly puzzling. Before knowing A, however, I would have expressed my own attitude in terms of a strong preference for natural bodies and for the bodies of women who feel good about their own bodies and so act as if they are at home in them. A challenges that view of myself, though, because she has remade her own body in recent years, surgically and in other ways too, perhaps. Yet I find this remade body very attractive - in fact, adorable. Perhaps it is her own attitude to her body that is dominant here, but there are times when I feel a strange kind of veneration of her scars (and that really does sound a bit weird, I know!).
Today with D: she had her period, so going down on her was deliciously bloody, and by the end of our session there was blood just about everywhere. I daubed it on her thighs with my cock while fucking her, on her nipples with my hands, on my own nipples, on my lips. Going down on her for the first time I spent a little while just smelling her, but her cunt is so appetizing that I could not really wait. I suppose the first orgasm that she had took very little time, and then we could settle down to more rhythmic fucking, and eventually to ass-fucking. I had her on her back with her legs up high and my cock in her ass when I asked if she happened to have her little lipstick vibrator; she did. So I went and got her bag and she rooted around and dug it out. Then I went back to fucking her ass while she worked her clit with the vibrator until she came.
She gave me a lengthy blowjob and fucked me for a while, her on top. At some point I was fucking her ass standing up while she leaned against the dresser, and then we sat on the edge of the bed with her on top of me, my cock still in her ass. Then, after a rest, came the DP with the strap-on: first the smaller dildo, which I think she could barely feel, and then the much larger one, which had her groaning. I gave it to her as hard as I could, her kneeling up on the edge of the bed, me standing behind her, and then me lying on top of her. I came at least a bit, and eventually she told me to get off and give her a break! She is amazing, in her capacity to be fucked.
Later I was wearing her panties while she fingered my ass and sucked my cock as if it were a clit, but then she decided she wanted to sit on my face, and once she did that we were on a ride that didn't stop until we were both spent. She came in a series of huge spasms, and I kept at her as long as I could, then shifted to fingering her cunt, and then flipped her on her front and stuck my cock in her. She was shuddering away and then started milking my cock with fast, shallow thrusts of her pelvis, during which I swear I could feel her cunt muscles grabbing rhythmically at the head of my cock. Staying quite still myself, I came in several large spurts inside her.
A and D are very different, but both incredibly enjoyable sexual partners. The last week, seeing both of them twice and also enjoying that extremely erotic encounter with Z, has been a very good one.
[D again sent me an e-mail recalling highlights of our three hours together, which I add here:
Today was ultra hot. I don't have time to recap right now. But I've been recapping in my head since I floated back to my car this afternoon.
Top ten highlights
1. You pulling down my shirt and sucking my tits when we first entered the room.
2. Me fucking you on top and you telling me how beautiful my breasts are
3. You calling me a sexy bitch.
4. You fucking me and so quickly getting my ass ready to be fucked.
5. You staring at my ass when I was sucking your cock... and telling me about how much you love my ass.
6. Oh, the ass fucking standing up holding onto the furniture. Absolutely amazing.. and then sitting on you with your cock still in my ass. Rubbing up on your lap.
7. You licking me between my legs , flipping me over , munching at my clit and sucking up all my juices and blood. You smearing blood all over us.
8. Kneeling between your legs and licking your stomach and nipples.
9. Seeing your hot body in the strap on
10. You fucking me in the ass with the 8 inch and fucking my pussy with your hard cock. Aren't you just so proud of your D!
11. Rubbing on you with my underwear on , kissing your sweet mouth, then once you started sucking my tits, I just had to sit on your face.
12. Oh the joy of sitting on your face , watching it in the mirror , watching your fingers pinch and pull at my hard nipples, seeing your tongue at work, just parking myself on your naked body knowing you would soon make me come.
13. Absolutely one of the best, the last fuck when you held me down and mounted me from behind, told me I was going to make you come. Your arms were so strong and I couldn't move, couldn't catch my breath...
The whole afternoon felt like, I felt like I couldn't catch my breath. I was so out of control excited to be with you in that hot little room again. I was happy that you would get to eat me when I had my period once again. I was so completely hot for you. I could hardly contain myself as I waited in the lobby of the XXXXXXXXX, and the ride into the city and the night before getting stoned and thinking about the day ahead.
We have this amazing sexual chemisty that both of us have never experienced before, nor thought possible perhaps. I mean , even in my wildest fantasies I could never imagine the feeling of how completely turned on I am with you. You unleash in me this crazed hunger... I just want to be absorbed in our sex. I just want to brush my hair over your entire body and lick you from head to toe, kiss you with an open mouth, smell you and taste you. Look at you, run my fingers along the lines in your face and up and down your slim body. Lick and suck your cock for hours..... make you crazy!
Sorry about all that " I love you" stuff. We have to think of a whole new lexicon of words so that I can say things that might be more fitting. But until we think of other things I'm afraid those three words just blurt out from time to time. I'm sure you are use to it by now and besides, you are a very special person in my life. Who else can make me happy like that... you saw the after effects... my heart is still racing.
So, my ass and breasts thank you for all the wonderful compliments today. Oh, and my cunt too and feet. I think we had as much fun as anyone could ever possibly have in three short hours. It meant alot to me to be back in that hotel, just as it will when you get to come back to my home one day soon. You make me happy, no I stand corrected, having sex with you makes me happy.. how's that?
Boy, this was suppose to be a short one. I just type fast and have lots of things to say I guess... you got to eat my cunt today, and you ate it in many different positions... I sat on your face , you ate me the traditional way, you flipped me around and ate my ass, you got to stare at my pussy and finger me alot, you got to smell me over and over and suck on my clit till I came all over your face. You got to rub your entire face all over my cunt.
This was a very good day for you... as good as it gets... I want to kiss you again already.... D]
But it is better to take the days in order, so I should first report on yesterday with A at her house - I was there for a little over three and a half hours and it was extremely pleasant and pleasurable. Most of the time was spent fucking, but we played around in the shower, she massaged my back, I went down on her quite a lot, and we also talked a good deal in advance of her departure on vacation. I will not see her again until the Labor Day weekend, and perhaps not even then.
A is, as I have mentioned before, very small - not much over five feet tall, and weighing barely a hundred pounds. Her body has, however, a complicated history, and that has left many marks and traces, which at this point I adore. I find most men's attitudes to women's bodies utterly puzzling. Before knowing A, however, I would have expressed my own attitude in terms of a strong preference for natural bodies and for the bodies of women who feel good about their own bodies and so act as if they are at home in them. A challenges that view of myself, though, because she has remade her own body in recent years, surgically and in other ways too, perhaps. Yet I find this remade body very attractive - in fact, adorable. Perhaps it is her own attitude to her body that is dominant here, but there are times when I feel a strange kind of veneration of her scars (and that really does sound a bit weird, I know!).
Today with D: she had her period, so going down on her was deliciously bloody, and by the end of our session there was blood just about everywhere. I daubed it on her thighs with my cock while fucking her, on her nipples with my hands, on my own nipples, on my lips. Going down on her for the first time I spent a little while just smelling her, but her cunt is so appetizing that I could not really wait. I suppose the first orgasm that she had took very little time, and then we could settle down to more rhythmic fucking, and eventually to ass-fucking. I had her on her back with her legs up high and my cock in her ass when I asked if she happened to have her little lipstick vibrator; she did. So I went and got her bag and she rooted around and dug it out. Then I went back to fucking her ass while she worked her clit with the vibrator until she came.
She gave me a lengthy blowjob and fucked me for a while, her on top. At some point I was fucking her ass standing up while she leaned against the dresser, and then we sat on the edge of the bed with her on top of me, my cock still in her ass. Then, after a rest, came the DP with the strap-on: first the smaller dildo, which I think she could barely feel, and then the much larger one, which had her groaning. I gave it to her as hard as I could, her kneeling up on the edge of the bed, me standing behind her, and then me lying on top of her. I came at least a bit, and eventually she told me to get off and give her a break! She is amazing, in her capacity to be fucked.
Later I was wearing her panties while she fingered my ass and sucked my cock as if it were a clit, but then she decided she wanted to sit on my face, and once she did that we were on a ride that didn't stop until we were both spent. She came in a series of huge spasms, and I kept at her as long as I could, then shifted to fingering her cunt, and then flipped her on her front and stuck my cock in her. She was shuddering away and then started milking my cock with fast, shallow thrusts of her pelvis, during which I swear I could feel her cunt muscles grabbing rhythmically at the head of my cock. Staying quite still myself, I came in several large spurts inside her.
A and D are very different, but both incredibly enjoyable sexual partners. The last week, seeing both of them twice and also enjoying that extremely erotic encounter with Z, has been a very good one.
[D again sent me an e-mail recalling highlights of our three hours together, which I add here:
Today was ultra hot. I don't have time to recap right now. But I've been recapping in my head since I floated back to my car this afternoon.
Top ten highlights
1. You pulling down my shirt and sucking my tits when we first entered the room.
2. Me fucking you on top and you telling me how beautiful my breasts are
3. You calling me a sexy bitch.
4. You fucking me and so quickly getting my ass ready to be fucked.
5. You staring at my ass when I was sucking your cock... and telling me about how much you love my ass.
6. Oh, the ass fucking standing up holding onto the furniture. Absolutely amazing.. and then sitting on you with your cock still in my ass. Rubbing up on your lap.
7. You licking me between my legs , flipping me over , munching at my clit and sucking up all my juices and blood. You smearing blood all over us.
8. Kneeling between your legs and licking your stomach and nipples.
9. Seeing your hot body in the strap on
10. You fucking me in the ass with the 8 inch and fucking my pussy with your hard cock. Aren't you just so proud of your D!
11. Rubbing on you with my underwear on , kissing your sweet mouth, then once you started sucking my tits, I just had to sit on your face.
12. Oh the joy of sitting on your face , watching it in the mirror , watching your fingers pinch and pull at my hard nipples, seeing your tongue at work, just parking myself on your naked body knowing you would soon make me come.
13. Absolutely one of the best, the last fuck when you held me down and mounted me from behind, told me I was going to make you come. Your arms were so strong and I couldn't move, couldn't catch my breath...
The whole afternoon felt like, I felt like I couldn't catch my breath. I was so out of control excited to be with you in that hot little room again. I was happy that you would get to eat me when I had my period once again. I was so completely hot for you. I could hardly contain myself as I waited in the lobby of the XXXXXXXXX, and the ride into the city and the night before getting stoned and thinking about the day ahead.
We have this amazing sexual chemisty that both of us have never experienced before, nor thought possible perhaps. I mean , even in my wildest fantasies I could never imagine the feeling of how completely turned on I am with you. You unleash in me this crazed hunger... I just want to be absorbed in our sex. I just want to brush my hair over your entire body and lick you from head to toe, kiss you with an open mouth, smell you and taste you. Look at you, run my fingers along the lines in your face and up and down your slim body. Lick and suck your cock for hours..... make you crazy!
Sorry about all that " I love you" stuff. We have to think of a whole new lexicon of words so that I can say things that might be more fitting. But until we think of other things I'm afraid those three words just blurt out from time to time. I'm sure you are use to it by now and besides, you are a very special person in my life. Who else can make me happy like that... you saw the after effects... my heart is still racing.
So, my ass and breasts thank you for all the wonderful compliments today. Oh, and my cunt too and feet. I think we had as much fun as anyone could ever possibly have in three short hours. It meant alot to me to be back in that hotel, just as it will when you get to come back to my home one day soon. You make me happy, no I stand corrected, having sex with you makes me happy.. how's that?
Boy, this was suppose to be a short one. I just type fast and have lots of things to say I guess... you got to eat my cunt today, and you ate it in many different positions... I sat on your face , you ate me the traditional way, you flipped me around and ate my ass, you got to stare at my pussy and finger me alot, you got to smell me over and over and suck on my clit till I came all over your face. You got to rub your entire face all over my cunt.
This was a very good day for you... as good as it gets... I want to kiss you again already.... D]
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Z to A
Z came to my office, with the expectation that I would put on some sort of show for her. I had no real idea what to expect, and all I knew about her was that she was 30something, of mixed race, and in a wheelchair. She turned out to be a woman of really exceptional beauty, and the 45 or 50 minutes that she spent in my office deserve a detailed description.
We began with me in my desk-chair, her close by in her wheelchair. I unzipped and began to stroke my cock, at this point quite soft. We talked, discussing circumcision, work, whatever. She asked about how I liked to touch myself and I did my best to show her. After a while I asked if she would like to touch me, and she took over for a while, her large, strong hand doing a good job with my foreskin. She was surprised about how much pressure I liked. We talked about her other office visits - she had scheduled at least one a day during the whole week, and I think she said I was the fourth man whose office she had visited in order to be entertained.
She then proposed that we move out towards the middle of the room to have a bit more space, and I took one pants leg off so I could spread my legs. Then I sat on the chair while she manouevred her wheelchair between my legs. This way she had a better view, as she pointed out, and also better access to my balls and ass. We then went back to stroking my cock, though I did most of that, while she stroked my legs, my ass, my hips, my chest and sides, and played a bit with my nipples. I felt extremely happy and not at all self-conscious, as this was clearly what she wanted to see and do, she felt - as far as I could tell - completely relaxed and safe, and we were both having a good time.
After a while longer, she decided to sit on the floor, placing one leg on either side of my chair so that she could move in very close to my crotch. She took off her shirt, and I had the wonderful surprise of finding out that she did not shave under her arms - something that I find very, very sexy indeed. So at that point I was completely taken with her! Also such perfect breasts, a magnificent neck and shoulders, smooth skin of a most seductive, rich colour. Things then got a little more reciprocal, as I felt along her neck, and her shoulders, pinched her nipples, stroked her arms, and we also finally kissed. I was very turned on and very close to coming as a result, but she was in no hurry, so we slowed down. For perhaps twenty minutes we went back and forth between these various delightful acts - me touching myself, her touching my cock, her working my balls and perineum, her stroking my chest, my shoulders, my face, I doing the same to her, kissing. She sat as close in as she could, her armpits on my thighs, her head close to my cock. It was extremely gentle, sensual, very pleasurable, relaxing and yet also highly exciting. When she asked if I was now ready to come, it took just a little while to bring myself off, and of course I did not ejaculate very much given the morning's activities with D, so that may have disappointed her.
Afterwards she lay back on the floor and rested, and we talked for a little while, and then she hauled herself back into her wheelchair, and left. I asked if I was ever to see her again and she said 'No'. So that was that - but I have been thinking of her almost continuously ever since. And she did, very kindly, send me a picture of herself later on, showing much of what I had seen in my office - her breasts, her neck, her hair, her delicately cupped ear, one of those highly erotic armpits.
Today, A, for around two hours in a midtown hotel. Again, kissing led straight to fucking, and this time I never got to go down on her at all. We fucked for a long, long time, she also fingered herself to orgasm while I was fucking her, and then finally I climbed off and she went down on me for a while. Dry orgasms resulted from that, and then she sat on my cock and very rapidly made me come, which seemed to send her into a series of contractions, and her whole cunt was so amazingly tight and wet and alive I stayed very hard while she carried on using me for her pleasure. It was great. But finally she tired and I softened, and so we lay and chatted post-coitally until it was time to shower and leave.
A and Z - opposites in very many ways, but both extremely sexy. I am also extremely lucky to have been able to be with them yesterday and today.
We began with me in my desk-chair, her close by in her wheelchair. I unzipped and began to stroke my cock, at this point quite soft. We talked, discussing circumcision, work, whatever. She asked about how I liked to touch myself and I did my best to show her. After a while I asked if she would like to touch me, and she took over for a while, her large, strong hand doing a good job with my foreskin. She was surprised about how much pressure I liked. We talked about her other office visits - she had scheduled at least one a day during the whole week, and I think she said I was the fourth man whose office she had visited in order to be entertained.
She then proposed that we move out towards the middle of the room to have a bit more space, and I took one pants leg off so I could spread my legs. Then I sat on the chair while she manouevred her wheelchair between my legs. This way she had a better view, as she pointed out, and also better access to my balls and ass. We then went back to stroking my cock, though I did most of that, while she stroked my legs, my ass, my hips, my chest and sides, and played a bit with my nipples. I felt extremely happy and not at all self-conscious, as this was clearly what she wanted to see and do, she felt - as far as I could tell - completely relaxed and safe, and we were both having a good time.
After a while longer, she decided to sit on the floor, placing one leg on either side of my chair so that she could move in very close to my crotch. She took off her shirt, and I had the wonderful surprise of finding out that she did not shave under her arms - something that I find very, very sexy indeed. So at that point I was completely taken with her! Also such perfect breasts, a magnificent neck and shoulders, smooth skin of a most seductive, rich colour. Things then got a little more reciprocal, as I felt along her neck, and her shoulders, pinched her nipples, stroked her arms, and we also finally kissed. I was very turned on and very close to coming as a result, but she was in no hurry, so we slowed down. For perhaps twenty minutes we went back and forth between these various delightful acts - me touching myself, her touching my cock, her working my balls and perineum, her stroking my chest, my shoulders, my face, I doing the same to her, kissing. She sat as close in as she could, her armpits on my thighs, her head close to my cock. It was extremely gentle, sensual, very pleasurable, relaxing and yet also highly exciting. When she asked if I was now ready to come, it took just a little while to bring myself off, and of course I did not ejaculate very much given the morning's activities with D, so that may have disappointed her.
Afterwards she lay back on the floor and rested, and we talked for a little while, and then she hauled herself back into her wheelchair, and left. I asked if I was ever to see her again and she said 'No'. So that was that - but I have been thinking of her almost continuously ever since. And she did, very kindly, send me a picture of herself later on, showing much of what I had seen in my office - her breasts, her neck, her hair, her delicately cupped ear, one of those highly erotic armpits.
Today, A, for around two hours in a midtown hotel. Again, kissing led straight to fucking, and this time I never got to go down on her at all. We fucked for a long, long time, she also fingered herself to orgasm while I was fucking her, and then finally I climbed off and she went down on me for a while. Dry orgasms resulted from that, and then she sat on my cock and very rapidly made me come, which seemed to send her into a series of contractions, and her whole cunt was so amazingly tight and wet and alive I stayed very hard while she carried on using me for her pleasure. It was great. But finally she tired and I softened, and so we lay and chatted post-coitally until it was time to shower and leave.
A and Z - opposites in very many ways, but both extremely sexy. I am also extremely lucky to have been able to be with them yesterday and today.
D's recap of yesterday morning
D wrote me a recap of yesterday, which I reproduce here:
Yesterdays highlights for me.... hearing your voicemail when I got in my car... seeing you standing on the street... kissing you in the car... hearing your voice talk about blood... you sounded like you had some sort of a cold, your voice was deeper... it was turning me on.. then the torturous wait for you , never had I seen you and then you disappeared , it felt like hours.. I just couldn't wait to get at you...
And then when you kissed me in the parking lot at the Kew, we got stoned and you tried to take off my top, then I made you wait and you had your grey boxers on with that familiar hard on , but I had already seen the hard on outlined in your pants... then you just sat in front of me all pent up telling me you just wanted to see my nipples... but then I sat on the bed and somehow I was flipped over , you stood up and started to fuck me from behind, you told me that you were going to cum... but we continued to fuck and I think you eventually got on top of me and it was really intense and passionate... I remember your face rubbing against mine.. I remember smelling you and feeling your arms , your back , your ass... and then we stopped and you went down on me, but you said something like" you don't know how happy I am that I am about to go down on you" . But you were wrong, I did know, I always know that... this much I know about you....
Then you gave me this incredible orgasm... seeing you eating me like that , watching your hands on my breasts, there is nothing like it for me. I am just in total bliss... then I put on the strap on , that small pathetic dildo, the little cousin to the scary cousin... now the sexy part was when I put my black underwear on you , followed by my black skirt. I like to dress you ... I don't get to dress you or undress you for that matter... I definitely want to undress you... So you laid on your back and I climbed on top of you... but at some point I sat on your face , must have been before the strap on... anyway... I fucked you , watched the dildo disappear inside you.. heard you moaning for me... fuck me... fuck me.... D's fucking me... but that dildo kept falling off.. I'm sorry I didn't try the rings but I didn't know how to do it.. I'll try next time .. I promise to fuck you longer and harder...
Then you sucked my cock while I sat in the chair but of course I don't feel anything when you do that so I wanted you to suck on my clit. And you obeyed me, wanted to finger me while doing it but I always want to climax so I need my nipples pinched.. when you pinch my nipples I feel like I can orgasm just from that ... so you were good, licked me good , pulled and pinched at my breasts, I came hard and then I begged you to fuck me and that is when you just went crazy fucking me , pushing on my g spot.. then you exploded in three spasms... two before you started jerking off and then you grabbed your cock and sprayed me again. Some of it got in my mouth.. I remember tasting you...
But before this , we kissed alot and you were kissing my mouth and thinking that you were sucking your own cock... that was interesting.. you were totally gone.. I have never seen anything like it .. and you told me that kissing me was going to make you cum... that was very, very exciting...
And then I started sucking your cock and you were going absolutely crazy... you basically orgasmed through the whole thing... I thought you would completely lose your mind at one point ....your were moaning really loud and shuttering... oh god, oh god... it was hot.. then I think we 69 and you were just munching at my clit while your fingers were everywhere, I kept looking back in the mirror... it was really sexy to look at... but then you flipped me over and started asking me if I wanted to get fucked in the ass... it is basically then when I completely lose it... you whispering that in my ear in that deep voice of yours... I mean, come on... what am I suppose to say... No, please don't fuck me in the ass...
No, I will never say that, especially when you lube me with your tongue the way you did... spreading my cheeks so aggressively, rimming me with your tongue and then just shoving your cock up me.. taking me like that... I just laid there while you pounded me..knowing that soon you would be spraying your seed up my ass....
Then you did pretty good lying on top of me for awhile not moving , with your cock still inside of me. Then the force field... and then your problem solving skills, " I'll just go down on you". That worked like a charm! But first you sucked my tits and made me crazy, then you ate me as if you had never eaten me at all that day... you were starving for it ... so much you got a huge hard on and pounded me after, coming all over me again. I think you came three times within a period of an hour.
So , that's my recap. Hope you enjoyed it..I wish it was yesterday again... D
Yesterdays highlights for me.... hearing your voicemail when I got in my car... seeing you standing on the street... kissing you in the car... hearing your voice talk about blood... you sounded like you had some sort of a cold, your voice was deeper... it was turning me on.. then the torturous wait for you , never had I seen you and then you disappeared , it felt like hours.. I just couldn't wait to get at you...
And then when you kissed me in the parking lot at the Kew, we got stoned and you tried to take off my top, then I made you wait and you had your grey boxers on with that familiar hard on , but I had already seen the hard on outlined in your pants... then you just sat in front of me all pent up telling me you just wanted to see my nipples... but then I sat on the bed and somehow I was flipped over , you stood up and started to fuck me from behind, you told me that you were going to cum... but we continued to fuck and I think you eventually got on top of me and it was really intense and passionate... I remember your face rubbing against mine.. I remember smelling you and feeling your arms , your back , your ass... and then we stopped and you went down on me, but you said something like" you don't know how happy I am that I am about to go down on you" . But you were wrong, I did know, I always know that... this much I know about you....
Then you gave me this incredible orgasm... seeing you eating me like that , watching your hands on my breasts, there is nothing like it for me. I am just in total bliss... then I put on the strap on , that small pathetic dildo, the little cousin to the scary cousin... now the sexy part was when I put my black underwear on you , followed by my black skirt. I like to dress you ... I don't get to dress you or undress you for that matter... I definitely want to undress you... So you laid on your back and I climbed on top of you... but at some point I sat on your face , must have been before the strap on... anyway... I fucked you , watched the dildo disappear inside you.. heard you moaning for me... fuck me... fuck me.... D's fucking me... but that dildo kept falling off.. I'm sorry I didn't try the rings but I didn't know how to do it.. I'll try next time .. I promise to fuck you longer and harder...
Then you sucked my cock while I sat in the chair but of course I don't feel anything when you do that so I wanted you to suck on my clit. And you obeyed me, wanted to finger me while doing it but I always want to climax so I need my nipples pinched.. when you pinch my nipples I feel like I can orgasm just from that ... so you were good, licked me good , pulled and pinched at my breasts, I came hard and then I begged you to fuck me and that is when you just went crazy fucking me , pushing on my g spot.. then you exploded in three spasms... two before you started jerking off and then you grabbed your cock and sprayed me again. Some of it got in my mouth.. I remember tasting you...
But before this , we kissed alot and you were kissing my mouth and thinking that you were sucking your own cock... that was interesting.. you were totally gone.. I have never seen anything like it .. and you told me that kissing me was going to make you cum... that was very, very exciting...
And then I started sucking your cock and you were going absolutely crazy... you basically orgasmed through the whole thing... I thought you would completely lose your mind at one point ....your were moaning really loud and shuttering... oh god, oh god... it was hot.. then I think we 69 and you were just munching at my clit while your fingers were everywhere, I kept looking back in the mirror... it was really sexy to look at... but then you flipped me over and started asking me if I wanted to get fucked in the ass... it is basically then when I completely lose it... you whispering that in my ear in that deep voice of yours... I mean, come on... what am I suppose to say... No, please don't fuck me in the ass...
No, I will never say that, especially when you lube me with your tongue the way you did... spreading my cheeks so aggressively, rimming me with your tongue and then just shoving your cock up me.. taking me like that... I just laid there while you pounded me..knowing that soon you would be spraying your seed up my ass....
Then you did pretty good lying on top of me for awhile not moving , with your cock still inside of me. Then the force field... and then your problem solving skills, " I'll just go down on you". That worked like a charm! But first you sucked my tits and made me crazy, then you ate me as if you had never eaten me at all that day... you were starving for it ... so much you got a huge hard on and pounded me after, coming all over me again. I think you came three times within a period of an hour.
So , that's my recap. Hope you enjoyed it..I wish it was yesterday again... D
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Midweek update
It is just after 2.00 pm on Wednesday and the next few hours promise to be interesting - a woman whose name is Z is coming by my office, and then a hour or so later I am to meet L, who I have been in e-mail touch with for a little while, for the first time.
But you can only blog the past. On Monday A and I had a magnificent two hours at the Liberty Inn, in which for her the highlights were me picking her up and propping her on the edge of the desk to fuck her, whish she thought was probably giving her serious G-spot stimulation because of the angle. She had her feet resting on the bed behind me, so they weren't dangling, and I tried to come in thrusting upwards as much as I could. Her other pick - when I went down on her towards the end of the time, and did something - but I don't really know what - that felt really good, and tripped a walloping orgasm for her. And after that I was ready to come - that is, to orgams with ejaculation, as I had had a couple of dry orgasms at least earlier on.
Two hours could not be better spent.
This morning, D. We got stoned and had amazing sex for almost two hours, and then the guilt, anxiety, panic kicked in for me, the fearfulness in her. So getting stoned is great for the sexual sensations because it hyper-intensifies them; but unfortunately it does the same for other feelings as well.
But the sex is the relevant thing here. One amazing segment had me sucking her cock (she had the strap-on, with a new, smaller dildo, and in fact had already given my ass a serious pounding by the point). I fingered her cunt, looking for the G-spot but treating it as her ass, which I was fingering as I sucked her cock. She asked me to lick her clit, so then I moved into clit-work with my lips and tongue while keeping on with the fingering. But D wanted both her nipples pinched, so I tongue-fucked her as deeply as I could while pinching her nipples, and worked her cunt, her clit, her cunt again and on and on, and she was shuddering and jittering and trembling. Then I fucked her, supporting myself on the arms of the chair she was sitting in, trying to get as extreme an upward angle as possible in thrusting. She carried on shuddering while I fucked her, and the sensations along the upper side of my cock and around the head were unbelievably intense. It took a good long time to build to the big orgasm with ejaculation, but when it was obviously about to happen I pulled out and came on D's belly and chest, and because I felt like there was another ejaculation to be had almost right away, I then jerked off for about thirty seconds or so and came again, just a couple of spurts. I have no idea how long this whole segment lasted, and being stoned makes all such judgements unreliable. It might have only been a couple of minutes, or twenty.
I fucked her in the ass, she fucked me in the ass, I got a long blowjob, I went down on her again, we did a lot of kissing while I was fingering her clit - one thing after another, with a few breaks.
Then the guilt, the anxiety, the emotional distance kicked in, and I was powerless to use sexual passion to quell it. I must have ejaculated more in the space of two hours today than just about any time in my life. Who knew it would be like this in middle-age?
[Here are some excerpts from an e-mail written by D, recalling some of the morning's pleasures:
I sure did have fun with you in bed. And you, I bet you don't remember half the things that you were doing but I'm telling you, there was one part where you were kissing my lips for like twenty minutes and thinking that you were giving yourself a blowjob. You said you felt like you were licking your own cock and you were shuttering and going crazy.
Right before I fucked you you had a similar reaction. You were moaning and shuttering when I was feeling you with the skirt on. I was running my hands over your hard on and feeling your ass, tugging on my underwear and you were completely gone. Then I got to fuck you and I'm telling you I should have just switched the dildos without you even knowing because you were begging for me to fuck you harder. You love when I fuck you! I was happy that you told me that you taught me how to fuck... I should know how to do it so expertly if you have been my teacher. Certainly that fuck in the chair after my climax will go down in history for us.... That fuck was crazy, it was like being in a vibrating body... out of control you make me with that cock of yours.. all the way up , pushing away at me...
I really loved talking dirty to you when you were sucking and licking my clit. I felt like I was just saying the things that you were thinking.. so it was really turning me on and I just love pushing my pussy into your face and pushing my thighs into you. Especially looking up in the mirror and watching you and ofcourse looking down at your eyes peaking up...
We just love chairs don't we! We really know how to have fun in a chair.. why there is the chair at the XXXXXXXXXXX, the chair in your office in XXXXXXXXX, the chair in your study at home... the chair in your kitchen... and now with the discovery of the g spot, there will be alot more chair action. Boy your arms are really going to get pumped up! We could be looking at a new weight lifting hobby for you... somehow bird watching I don't think your biceps get bigger.
... I still want to kiss you and be a friend to you and fuck you and spread my legs for you so that you can stick one finger up my cunt, a thumb in my ass and tongue me the way you did this morning. That was definately another highlight for me.
Wish we could do a quick drive by Friday morning.. Don't blame me for being greedy with the way you fucked my brains out today and licked my pussy relentlessly. I am on vacation after all and I don't know anyone else that I do this stuff with. No one as good as my xxxxxxx. I'm such a wicked girl really....
I have to wipe up between my legs... I'm still dripping all over and you shot a wad of cum in my hair, there is a huge chuck that's all sticky! Your cum is all over me right now... just what you like... sending me away with your cum all over my body... by the way... I do love when you stare at me and when you told me that you just want to get me naked. It was so genuine.. you just can't help it.. I lust after you just as much and will be thinking about you.... D
But you can only blog the past. On Monday A and I had a magnificent two hours at the Liberty Inn, in which for her the highlights were me picking her up and propping her on the edge of the desk to fuck her, whish she thought was probably giving her serious G-spot stimulation because of the angle. She had her feet resting on the bed behind me, so they weren't dangling, and I tried to come in thrusting upwards as much as I could. Her other pick - when I went down on her towards the end of the time, and did something - but I don't really know what - that felt really good, and tripped a walloping orgasm for her. And after that I was ready to come - that is, to orgams with ejaculation, as I had had a couple of dry orgasms at least earlier on.
Two hours could not be better spent.
This morning, D. We got stoned and had amazing sex for almost two hours, and then the guilt, anxiety, panic kicked in for me, the fearfulness in her. So getting stoned is great for the sexual sensations because it hyper-intensifies them; but unfortunately it does the same for other feelings as well.
But the sex is the relevant thing here. One amazing segment had me sucking her cock (she had the strap-on, with a new, smaller dildo, and in fact had already given my ass a serious pounding by the point). I fingered her cunt, looking for the G-spot but treating it as her ass, which I was fingering as I sucked her cock. She asked me to lick her clit, so then I moved into clit-work with my lips and tongue while keeping on with the fingering. But D wanted both her nipples pinched, so I tongue-fucked her as deeply as I could while pinching her nipples, and worked her cunt, her clit, her cunt again and on and on, and she was shuddering and jittering and trembling. Then I fucked her, supporting myself on the arms of the chair she was sitting in, trying to get as extreme an upward angle as possible in thrusting. She carried on shuddering while I fucked her, and the sensations along the upper side of my cock and around the head were unbelievably intense. It took a good long time to build to the big orgasm with ejaculation, but when it was obviously about to happen I pulled out and came on D's belly and chest, and because I felt like there was another ejaculation to be had almost right away, I then jerked off for about thirty seconds or so and came again, just a couple of spurts. I have no idea how long this whole segment lasted, and being stoned makes all such judgements unreliable. It might have only been a couple of minutes, or twenty.
I fucked her in the ass, she fucked me in the ass, I got a long blowjob, I went down on her again, we did a lot of kissing while I was fingering her clit - one thing after another, with a few breaks.
Then the guilt, the anxiety, the emotional distance kicked in, and I was powerless to use sexual passion to quell it. I must have ejaculated more in the space of two hours today than just about any time in my life. Who knew it would be like this in middle-age?
[Here are some excerpts from an e-mail written by D, recalling some of the morning's pleasures:
I sure did have fun with you in bed. And you, I bet you don't remember half the things that you were doing but I'm telling you, there was one part where you were kissing my lips for like twenty minutes and thinking that you were giving yourself a blowjob. You said you felt like you were licking your own cock and you were shuttering and going crazy.
Right before I fucked you you had a similar reaction. You were moaning and shuttering when I was feeling you with the skirt on. I was running my hands over your hard on and feeling your ass, tugging on my underwear and you were completely gone. Then I got to fuck you and I'm telling you I should have just switched the dildos without you even knowing because you were begging for me to fuck you harder. You love when I fuck you! I was happy that you told me that you taught me how to fuck... I should know how to do it so expertly if you have been my teacher. Certainly that fuck in the chair after my climax will go down in history for us.... That fuck was crazy, it was like being in a vibrating body... out of control you make me with that cock of yours.. all the way up , pushing away at me...
I really loved talking dirty to you when you were sucking and licking my clit. I felt like I was just saying the things that you were thinking.. so it was really turning me on and I just love pushing my pussy into your face and pushing my thighs into you. Especially looking up in the mirror and watching you and ofcourse looking down at your eyes peaking up...
We just love chairs don't we! We really know how to have fun in a chair.. why there is the chair at the XXXXXXXXXXX, the chair in your office in XXXXXXXXX, the chair in your study at home... the chair in your kitchen... and now with the discovery of the g spot, there will be alot more chair action. Boy your arms are really going to get pumped up! We could be looking at a new weight lifting hobby for you... somehow bird watching I don't think your biceps get bigger.
... I still want to kiss you and be a friend to you and fuck you and spread my legs for you so that you can stick one finger up my cunt, a thumb in my ass and tongue me the way you did this morning. That was definately another highlight for me.
Wish we could do a quick drive by Friday morning.. Don't blame me for being greedy with the way you fucked my brains out today and licked my pussy relentlessly. I am on vacation after all and I don't know anyone else that I do this stuff with. No one as good as my xxxxxxx. I'm such a wicked girl really....
I have to wipe up between my legs... I'm still dripping all over and you shot a wad of cum in my hair, there is a huge chuck that's all sticky! Your cum is all over me right now... just what you like... sending me away with your cum all over my body... by the way... I do love when you stare at me and when you told me that you just want to get me naked. It was so genuine.. you just can't help it.. I lust after you just as much and will be thinking about you.... D
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Country life, city life
A week ago, we went to stay in the country for five days, so four nights. With C that means one bout of sexual activity, a very pleasant but quiet session on the first night there: kissing, I went down on her for a while, fucking, she came, and then I had some difficulty reaching a final orgasm. I came a little in her mouth – she said a lot, but I am not sure she was really right about that – but stayed hard; some deft handjob work and kissing brought me off again, with more finality.
No man could reasonably complain about sex of this calibre after seventeen years, and I am sure that statistics would show that in terms of frequency too I am among the most fortunate of men. So I cannot argue that I have any unusual grounds for dissatisfaction – I do not. But the fact is that this kind of sex is all well and good, but lacks the passion, the intensity, the frenzy that I can feel with a woman like D; it lacks the frankness and intelligence and intimacy of sex with A. And I would like if possible to have sex of all these various kinds, as often as possible.
We came back from the country on Thursday evening, and C and I fucked that night before going to sleep – straightforward missionary, with her reaching orgasm relatively quickly and me following soon after. We have always been very good at this, helped by the fact that she is so highly orgasmic, comes easily from penetration provided that there is just a little friction between pubic bones to generate some clitoral stimulation as well, and my timing is good. Of all the women I have ever fucked, I don't think any have come so easily from straight fucking as C, though M – a girlfriend many many years ago, runs a close second.
Friday – time to makeup lost ground! I met A at a hotel around 10.45 am for a couple of hours. Very enjoyable. Once we were in bed we got straight down to fucking, me on top. A says that she never does this with anyone else, as she likes to have a guy go down on her so she knows she will get her orgasm. But with me, she says, she wants to fuck right away, and has no worries. And she is right not to worry as there is no way I would let her out of the room before eating her cunt for a while. And that, in fact, was what I did after we had fucked for a while. And once she had come, we resumed fucking and I came inside her.
A is the most intelligent fuck I have every had, by which I mean that she uses her cunt more cleverly, does more things with it, works the angles and tempi, is more subtle and sensitive. We do a lot of deep grinding work and she feels more with me than with other men (that is what she says, anyway); I feel more with her too. We are good at staying almost perfectly still and generating a calm around the sensations generated when I am deep inside. But we also fuck hard and fast, and she likes to be pounded as well. Shallow thrusting just at the entrance to her cunt, with just the head of my cock working her inner lips; long, piston strokes in which the whole length of my cock works the length of her cunt; delicate rocking back and forth while conjoined: it all works well with A. It is rarely crazed and frenzied, as sex sometimes is with D – but it is perhaps the best sex I have ever had in purely sensory terms. With A we are both completely present, there is no pretence, no role-playing of any sort, no bullshit. She becomes sexier as a result, and I am at this point a real devotee of her body and all its particularities.
After the fucking, we rested and then A gave me an extensive blowjob, producing climactic spasms but no ejaculation – and I did not ejaculate again in fact, though at some point we began fucking again, at first with her on top and then, after she remarked that she could not fuck as hard as I could, with me on top. We took another break after some hard banging, and when I suggested going down on her again she demurred, citing soreness. I showered, and left.
An hour and a half later I was with D in my office, in a building that was essentially deserted, so we stayed there for approaching three hours. Trying to catalogue in the correct order all the various acts and positions would be impossible and anyway tedious. We fucked on the couch first of all, and then I went down on her and took her to a good, solid climax. Then more fucking. At some point we fucked on the desk – D lying back and me standing, grasping her legs. She gave me a blowjob fairly early on, and another much later, at the end of our time. I went down on her a couple more times at least – one time with her sitting in the chair with her feet up on the desk, and me sitting between her legs lapping at her delicious cunt. I have spent more time eating and drinking at her cunt than anyone's, I believe, and there really are times when I feel like the juices are gushing from her. Of course, it is basically the only way that I can give her an orgasm, so that is a strong incentive to do it a lot.
What else? A lot of ass-fucking, first on the couch and then, at my urging, with her bending over my desk and me standing behind her. Both on the couch and the desk we did some cunt-fucking too, in violation of the hygiene regulations promulgated by her friend J. D would never go in for a threesome, so she is never going to be double-penetrated, but at least she can be serially penetrated by me, and I also stuck my thumb way up in her ass while fucking her cunt, and then did the same with a finger in her cunt when I was fucking her ass. The next step, I suppose, would be to use the strap-on to fuck one hole while my cock was in the other.
The strap-on came into play only briefly on Friday, when we swapped roles and I bent over the desk and D fucked me in the ass. But I just couldn't take it, it hurt just a bit too much, and so I asked her to stop. I soon felt like I had been a coward and should have carried on, but really I think I need to be a little more relaxed – stoned or drunk or both – and we should use a slightly smaller dildo (as we did the first time D fucked me, one she had borrowed from J).
After that we were nearing the end, and I think we each went down on the other and after she came we were done. I ejaculated twice in the course of the three hours – once inside her cunt when we were fucking on the couch, and once when I was fucking her ass when she was bent over the desk. That time, I let the first spurt come while inside her ass and then pulled our and sprayed the rest on her ass-crack and up her back. D loves to feel hot seed landing on her, and it is fun to watch for me too.
[D later sent me an e-mail about the afternoon in the office, which I reproduce here:
All I will say is , I am floating on air since I left you yesterday. There is something that you do to me , release in me, transmit to me... What the fuck is it???? I am just lucky to experience it, to have experienced it and to continue to experience it. You make me so incredibly turned on and so far in my life I have not been able to find a man who has that ability. I am completely besotted with you, you have this way of turning me into a wild sexual animal.
The problem with us or at least for me is that I want you so much after a session like yesterday. I stayed in bed till 8:30 this morning and for two hours I just laid there ruminating in my head the details of our office encounter... like seeing your cock for the first time, and knowing I would be putting it in my mouth, hearing you tell me that you will be going down on me knowing that soon my clit would be sucked into your mouth, feeling your hard cock inside of me, you shoving in deep all the way in, stuffing me as much as you could, the look on your face when you took a strand of my hair and delicately placed it across my thigh...
And all our incredible ass fucking... I did really enjoy being held down on your desk while you fucked my ass from behind. My feet were off the floor and wrapped around your ankles and you were just pounding me...but as rough as you can get with me it is always so delicately balanced with this gentle passion of ours... we are just incredible together... you are right , we feed off of each other in a way that is completely mutual... we are very fortunate in this way I think...
So that was Friday. Since then, nothing. But I have hopes of the week to come, with A, with D, and also with K, who I have not seen in a while.
No man could reasonably complain about sex of this calibre after seventeen years, and I am sure that statistics would show that in terms of frequency too I am among the most fortunate of men. So I cannot argue that I have any unusual grounds for dissatisfaction – I do not. But the fact is that this kind of sex is all well and good, but lacks the passion, the intensity, the frenzy that I can feel with a woman like D; it lacks the frankness and intelligence and intimacy of sex with A. And I would like if possible to have sex of all these various kinds, as often as possible.
We came back from the country on Thursday evening, and C and I fucked that night before going to sleep – straightforward missionary, with her reaching orgasm relatively quickly and me following soon after. We have always been very good at this, helped by the fact that she is so highly orgasmic, comes easily from penetration provided that there is just a little friction between pubic bones to generate some clitoral stimulation as well, and my timing is good. Of all the women I have ever fucked, I don't think any have come so easily from straight fucking as C, though M – a girlfriend many many years ago, runs a close second.
Friday – time to makeup lost ground! I met A at a hotel around 10.45 am for a couple of hours. Very enjoyable. Once we were in bed we got straight down to fucking, me on top. A says that she never does this with anyone else, as she likes to have a guy go down on her so she knows she will get her orgasm. But with me, she says, she wants to fuck right away, and has no worries. And she is right not to worry as there is no way I would let her out of the room before eating her cunt for a while. And that, in fact, was what I did after we had fucked for a while. And once she had come, we resumed fucking and I came inside her.
A is the most intelligent fuck I have every had, by which I mean that she uses her cunt more cleverly, does more things with it, works the angles and tempi, is more subtle and sensitive. We do a lot of deep grinding work and she feels more with me than with other men (that is what she says, anyway); I feel more with her too. We are good at staying almost perfectly still and generating a calm around the sensations generated when I am deep inside. But we also fuck hard and fast, and she likes to be pounded as well. Shallow thrusting just at the entrance to her cunt, with just the head of my cock working her inner lips; long, piston strokes in which the whole length of my cock works the length of her cunt; delicate rocking back and forth while conjoined: it all works well with A. It is rarely crazed and frenzied, as sex sometimes is with D – but it is perhaps the best sex I have ever had in purely sensory terms. With A we are both completely present, there is no pretence, no role-playing of any sort, no bullshit. She becomes sexier as a result, and I am at this point a real devotee of her body and all its particularities.
After the fucking, we rested and then A gave me an extensive blowjob, producing climactic spasms but no ejaculation – and I did not ejaculate again in fact, though at some point we began fucking again, at first with her on top and then, after she remarked that she could not fuck as hard as I could, with me on top. We took another break after some hard banging, and when I suggested going down on her again she demurred, citing soreness. I showered, and left.
An hour and a half later I was with D in my office, in a building that was essentially deserted, so we stayed there for approaching three hours. Trying to catalogue in the correct order all the various acts and positions would be impossible and anyway tedious. We fucked on the couch first of all, and then I went down on her and took her to a good, solid climax. Then more fucking. At some point we fucked on the desk – D lying back and me standing, grasping her legs. She gave me a blowjob fairly early on, and another much later, at the end of our time. I went down on her a couple more times at least – one time with her sitting in the chair with her feet up on the desk, and me sitting between her legs lapping at her delicious cunt. I have spent more time eating and drinking at her cunt than anyone's, I believe, and there really are times when I feel like the juices are gushing from her. Of course, it is basically the only way that I can give her an orgasm, so that is a strong incentive to do it a lot.
What else? A lot of ass-fucking, first on the couch and then, at my urging, with her bending over my desk and me standing behind her. Both on the couch and the desk we did some cunt-fucking too, in violation of the hygiene regulations promulgated by her friend J. D would never go in for a threesome, so she is never going to be double-penetrated, but at least she can be serially penetrated by me, and I also stuck my thumb way up in her ass while fucking her cunt, and then did the same with a finger in her cunt when I was fucking her ass. The next step, I suppose, would be to use the strap-on to fuck one hole while my cock was in the other.
The strap-on came into play only briefly on Friday, when we swapped roles and I bent over the desk and D fucked me in the ass. But I just couldn't take it, it hurt just a bit too much, and so I asked her to stop. I soon felt like I had been a coward and should have carried on, but really I think I need to be a little more relaxed – stoned or drunk or both – and we should use a slightly smaller dildo (as we did the first time D fucked me, one she had borrowed from J).
After that we were nearing the end, and I think we each went down on the other and after she came we were done. I ejaculated twice in the course of the three hours – once inside her cunt when we were fucking on the couch, and once when I was fucking her ass when she was bent over the desk. That time, I let the first spurt come while inside her ass and then pulled our and sprayed the rest on her ass-crack and up her back. D loves to feel hot seed landing on her, and it is fun to watch for me too.
[D later sent me an e-mail about the afternoon in the office, which I reproduce here:
All I will say is , I am floating on air since I left you yesterday. There is something that you do to me , release in me, transmit to me... What the fuck is it???? I am just lucky to experience it, to have experienced it and to continue to experience it. You make me so incredibly turned on and so far in my life I have not been able to find a man who has that ability. I am completely besotted with you, you have this way of turning me into a wild sexual animal.
The problem with us or at least for me is that I want you so much after a session like yesterday. I stayed in bed till 8:30 this morning and for two hours I just laid there ruminating in my head the details of our office encounter... like seeing your cock for the first time, and knowing I would be putting it in my mouth, hearing you tell me that you will be going down on me knowing that soon my clit would be sucked into your mouth, feeling your hard cock inside of me, you shoving in deep all the way in, stuffing me as much as you could, the look on your face when you took a strand of my hair and delicately placed it across my thigh...
And all our incredible ass fucking... I did really enjoy being held down on your desk while you fucked my ass from behind. My feet were off the floor and wrapped around your ankles and you were just pounding me...but as rough as you can get with me it is always so delicately balanced with this gentle passion of ours... we are just incredible together... you are right , we feed off of each other in a way that is completely mutual... we are very fortunate in this way I think...
So that was Friday. Since then, nothing. But I have hopes of the week to come, with A, with D, and also with K, who I have not seen in a while.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Noontime with A
At noon I met up with A at a hotel for three hours of fun. Once unclothed and in bed we kissed for a while and then went straight to fucking - and what followed was one of the best fucks A and I have ever had. Over an hour of me inside her, with every tempo, angle, depth, rotation explored. Unbelievably good.
Eventually we rested, and then A gave me a long, clever blowjob, which came to its eventual climax with me coming in her mouth.
Another hiatus and then, as our time was coming to an end, A sucked my cock to get me hard and we fucked again, with me coming for a second time inside her.
Now I am back home awaiting C's arrival from the airport. I wonder if she wil be up to fucking when we go to bed tonight?
This may be the last such Sunday I have for a long, long time.
Eventually we rested, and then A gave me a long, clever blowjob, which came to its eventual climax with me coming in her mouth.
Another hiatus and then, as our time was coming to an end, A sucked my cock to get me hard and we fucked again, with me coming for a second time inside her.
Now I am back home awaiting C's arrival from the airport. I wonder if she wil be up to fucking when we go to bed tonight?
This may be the last such Sunday I have for a long, long time.
Another Sunday morning drive-by
D picked me up at 6.30 am and we went via Starbucks to a suitably discreet parking spot. Though other stuff went on, the only activity relevant to this blog is the sex, which was - as always with D - great. Slightly oddly, the first thing I did after some heavy kissing was to rim her asshole, and I thought we might go straight from that into ass-fucking, which would in a way have been convenient as it was the first day of her period and she was bleeding heavily. But D turned over and lay on her back and took off her panties and panty-liner and asked me to fuck her, so I did. She was tight and it took a little while to open her up and get all the way in, but with all her cunt-juice and all the blood she was very wet.
The fucking went on for a long time - some deep grinding, some slow piston strokes, some shallow, rapid fucking, some hard pounding. D never comes from straight intercourse, and at some point the urge to climax became too great for her (and the urge to help her to climax became too great for me) so I went down on her. It was incredibly bloody and we were not very well-equipped to deal with it, so we ended up bloodying my t-shirt and a sweater of hers, as well as staining the back of the folded-down seat of her car.
I did a little bit of tongue-fucking of her cunt, but mainly just worked her clit and pinched her nipples - the standard recipe for bringing her off, as regular readers will know by now. When D comes like that, her whole ass lifts up, she clenches her thighs together, and though I try to keep working her higher and higher and stretching the orgasm out, at some point she usually gives out and then it is time to ease up.
After that, a little more fucking with me on top, and then I lubed up her asshole and fucked her ass - again with me on top and her with her legs way back, so we could look at each other and kiss and talk while I probed her ass as deeply as I could. I took my time, and she was wonderfully tight and wet. Her ass seems to me to get more and more cunt-like each time. So finally it was time for me to come, and I worked on stretching the orgasm out as much as I could, with great success. It is difficult to describe exactly what happens, but basically if I bring myself close to the edge and then stay still, I can use my muscles to voluntarily ejaculate a small amount of come. Then I can fuck some more, and do the same thing again. Of course, I can't really tell what or how much I am ejaculating, as my cock is in her ass, but I have done this jerking off, and there I do spray a little seed. So I assume the same thing is going on in her ass. I did this several times, telling D what was going on and trying to adjust the angle of my cock in her ass so that we could both feel the pulses in my cock as I was ejaculating. And then I tumbled over the edge, into a wonderfully drawn out ejaculatory, fuck-ending climax: three or four big spurts of seed, which we could both feel very precisely.
The bloodied clothes are in the wash, and I must now get ready to go meet A at noon. My cock feels a little tender, but I am all cleaned up, and with a dose of Viagra I should be good to go.
The fucking went on for a long time - some deep grinding, some slow piston strokes, some shallow, rapid fucking, some hard pounding. D never comes from straight intercourse, and at some point the urge to climax became too great for her (and the urge to help her to climax became too great for me) so I went down on her. It was incredibly bloody and we were not very well-equipped to deal with it, so we ended up bloodying my t-shirt and a sweater of hers, as well as staining the back of the folded-down seat of her car.
I did a little bit of tongue-fucking of her cunt, but mainly just worked her clit and pinched her nipples - the standard recipe for bringing her off, as regular readers will know by now. When D comes like that, her whole ass lifts up, she clenches her thighs together, and though I try to keep working her higher and higher and stretching the orgasm out, at some point she usually gives out and then it is time to ease up.
After that, a little more fucking with me on top, and then I lubed up her asshole and fucked her ass - again with me on top and her with her legs way back, so we could look at each other and kiss and talk while I probed her ass as deeply as I could. I took my time, and she was wonderfully tight and wet. Her ass seems to me to get more and more cunt-like each time. So finally it was time for me to come, and I worked on stretching the orgasm out as much as I could, with great success. It is difficult to describe exactly what happens, but basically if I bring myself close to the edge and then stay still, I can use my muscles to voluntarily ejaculate a small amount of come. Then I can fuck some more, and do the same thing again. Of course, I can't really tell what or how much I am ejaculating, as my cock is in her ass, but I have done this jerking off, and there I do spray a little seed. So I assume the same thing is going on in her ass. I did this several times, telling D what was going on and trying to adjust the angle of my cock in her ass so that we could both feel the pulses in my cock as I was ejaculating. And then I tumbled over the edge, into a wonderfully drawn out ejaculatory, fuck-ending climax: three or four big spurts of seed, which we could both feel very precisely.
The bloodied clothes are in the wash, and I must now get ready to go meet A at noon. My cock feels a little tender, but I am all cleaned up, and with a dose of Viagra I should be good to go.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Memory fails
Today I can remember pretty well - jerking off in the small hours, a gloryhole around eight this morning, and a visit to a whore this afternoon. Yesterday was Friday, and nothing to say about that. Thursday I had a couple of hours with A, which was spectacular as usual. But that was on my way home from the airport after eight days away in the company of my wife. And those eight days began with a lot of fucking, and more going down on her than I ever have managed to persuade her to allow before. But as the days progressed the pace slackened, and then she got a yeast infection, and at the end I felt like the prospects for quickening the intra-marital pace in order to have good reason to slacken off on the extra-marital activities were dim. So tomorrow I have D for a Sunday morning drive by and A again at noon. C returns in the evening.
Memory fails, though. I missed a few days back in June or early July, and the activities of those days are now gone for ever. Blogging ought to help concentrate the mind, but I don't think it does. Perhaps that is because no-one is reading, though. What I should do, when I have a little time, is to paste in various e-mails from J, A, D, and K, where they contribute to the task of recording my sexual adventures.
I realize that I have not fucked anyone new for a while now. But it seems as though I will have a visit later this week in my office from S, who wants to be eaten out on my desk. We will see if that actually happens. She is a CL recruit, and really CL has been the most productive of the sites for me.
I will try to report on tomorrow's activities promptly, for if I don't I may forget them. It seems, on occasion, that is these sexual episodes can slip so easily from memory, that they cannot really be worthwhile. Certainly they are not memorable - trivially. But that is to mistake the point of sex for a depressed, jaded, bored individual like me. It is the present that sex is about, and of course the present cannot extend into the future, as it inevitably becomes the past. When I am fucking I am in the here and now, more than at any other time. And when I am fucking I am also connected immediately with another person, in a way that is not otherwise true. But there are distinctions to be made, of course - the gloryholes are a different matter, as may be the whores too.
Sex is interesting to think about, and write about, if it is one's own sexual activities that are at issue. Why the hell should anyone else read about it, though? No reason, of course, and that is why they don't.
Memory fails, though. I missed a few days back in June or early July, and the activities of those days are now gone for ever. Blogging ought to help concentrate the mind, but I don't think it does. Perhaps that is because no-one is reading, though. What I should do, when I have a little time, is to paste in various e-mails from J, A, D, and K, where they contribute to the task of recording my sexual adventures.
I realize that I have not fucked anyone new for a while now. But it seems as though I will have a visit later this week in my office from S, who wants to be eaten out on my desk. We will see if that actually happens. She is a CL recruit, and really CL has been the most productive of the sites for me.
I will try to report on tomorrow's activities promptly, for if I don't I may forget them. It seems, on occasion, that is these sexual episodes can slip so easily from memory, that they cannot really be worthwhile. Certainly they are not memorable - trivially. But that is to mistake the point of sex for a depressed, jaded, bored individual like me. It is the present that sex is about, and of course the present cannot extend into the future, as it inevitably becomes the past. When I am fucking I am in the here and now, more than at any other time. And when I am fucking I am also connected immediately with another person, in a way that is not otherwise true. But there are distinctions to be made, of course - the gloryholes are a different matter, as may be the whores too.
Sex is interesting to think about, and write about, if it is one's own sexual activities that are at issue. Why the hell should anyone else read about it, though? No reason, of course, and that is why they don't.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Midweek update
Tuesday I went out to A's for another margarita & marijuana session. I don't think I came at all, though she came a bunch of times when I was eating her out, which I did for a long while. Very, very good blowjob by her too with lots of dry orgasms.
Wednesday, I made the mistake of meeting D immediately after seeing my therapist, with whom I had a pretty heavy session, so D got the full brunt of myh ambivalence, guilt, etc which was then exacerbated by getting stoned. But between the arguments and hostile body-language on my part we had some great sex - especially a blowjob where I worked really hard both to control ejaculation and to stretch it out. So the result was that I think I came more than I ever have. D commented on how sour my semen tasted. After that I was pretty much out of action as far as fucking was concerned, but I did go down on D and help her to a couple of orgasms in a row - perhaps three - all of which were incredibly intense, according to her.
Thursday - a couple of hours not stoned and not drunk with A, and totally great. I went down on her, we fucked for a very long time, took a break, then a long blowjob, and finally she got on top and fucked me and dragged the seed out of me. An hour and a half or so of fairly continuous sex, all of the highest quality.
Tomorrow D is again going to be staying at a nearby hotel, so I shall go find her at midnight. What then happens will, I suppose, be the topic of my next post.
Wednesday, I made the mistake of meeting D immediately after seeing my therapist, with whom I had a pretty heavy session, so D got the full brunt of myh ambivalence, guilt, etc which was then exacerbated by getting stoned. But between the arguments and hostile body-language on my part we had some great sex - especially a blowjob where I worked really hard both to control ejaculation and to stretch it out. So the result was that I think I came more than I ever have. D commented on how sour my semen tasted. After that I was pretty much out of action as far as fucking was concerned, but I did go down on D and help her to a couple of orgasms in a row - perhaps three - all of which were incredibly intense, according to her.
Thursday - a couple of hours not stoned and not drunk with A, and totally great. I went down on her, we fucked for a very long time, took a break, then a long blowjob, and finally she got on top and fucked me and dragged the seed out of me. An hour and a half or so of fairly continuous sex, all of the highest quality.
Tomorrow D is again going to be staying at a nearby hotel, so I shall go find her at midnight. What then happens will, I suppose, be the topic of my next post.
Monday, July 10, 2006
TGIM
K dropped by my office for what is by now almost a routine visit. After a few pleasantries and a little kissing, she takes off her panties and lies back on my desk. I sit in the desk chair and go to work on her delicious cunt. K is great to eat out because she tastes good, gets really wet, and takes a long, long time to come. According to her, with most guys she senses that they have had enough and so she lets them give up. I have never had enough! Obviously I want her to come, and once she has come I am content to stop. But I would also be content to carry on as well. It is the most delightful way of losing oneself to become totally absorbed in sucking and licking. If I ever felt any reluctance or hesitation I am beyond that now.
After the oral, fucking - and very good too despite the compulsory condom. We talked quite a bit while fucking, and found some new angles.
K left and I went and scrubbed mysefl before heading out to Queens, where D was waiting for me. Same principle - she lies back on the desk while I have a go at her, completely honestly. Then I fuck her, and that is great!
A standard but very rewarding day.
After the oral, fucking - and very good too despite the compulsory condom. We talked quite a bit while fucking, and found some new angles.
K left and I went and scrubbed mysefl before heading out to Queens, where D was waiting for me. Same principle - she lies back on the desk while I have a go at her, completely honestly. Then I fuck her, and that is great!
A standard but very rewarding day.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
You can blog, or you can fuck; you can't do both
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