Oil

I had a lot of fun oiling D up over the weekend, when C was away. Yesterday I got to oil C up, with decent results. But C aims at orgasm and then is done, and even working at it I find it hard to extend a sexual session with her beyond forty-five minutes or so. So we had a very good time for perhaps that long.

C's rush to orgasm is conditioned, and I understand why she is reluctant to break the pattern and try to forge other responses. Sex is good enough anyway, she has problems with vaginal dryness, her energy levels need to be right, and the easy orgasm is for her the quick one. Taking longer has little to recommend it. It is extremely unlikely, then, that sex with C will ever have the scale and intensity of a session with D, or F. Those sessions are a source of great pleasure for me, and for D and F too. And there, in brief, is the reason why it is hard to give up being a liar, cheat, and adulterer.

Oiling D up while stoned was delightful, as I could pour my being into my hands as they slipped and slid over her back and buttocks, and there was a seamless transition from the therapeutic and sensual into the frankly sexual - I ended up with my cock in her ass, my body slick from the oil on her body, and there was a lovely blurring of boundaries. With F a few days later, unstoned, it was more straightforward, but still very pleasurable.